ARSSOULARS

I'm deleting wattpad from my phone, contact me on twt @ARSSOULARS. I'll check wattpad on my laptop from now on 

highkey the only reason i am still using wattpad is because i don't like the way that ao3 is set up, twt has a character limit and there is tumblr but i don't like it there either. but ima punch it if it keeps messing up my notifs

Okay i'm a lil pissed off at wattpad, because i saw i had a notif from somebody on my groupchat post, they said they were almost 18 and wanted to join but the comment disappeared when i checked on it so if that was you could you please dm me, i think your user started with a p

tell me how you send a message to me to start a convo, and then after reply you don't answer. like they sent one message, i sent a reply and they just went inactive.

I got a new phone and dyed my hair again 

another thing about being 16. my sister and my best friend were talking about their first kisses, first crushes, first boyfriend/girlfriend and i just sat there nodding my head. i feel like i haven't been living my life right. am i supposed to have my first kiss already? am i supposed to like the guys that are my age that live around here? i don't want to because i see how they treat their past girlfriends. its not that i don't want to crush on somebody or be in a relationship, i really would like to try it at some point, but i haven't met anybody who seem good enough to spend a bit of my life with.

today was an off day for me honestly. like sure everybody was saying happy birthday and talking about how i'm gonna get presents later on because they are slightly bigger presents. but i just kinda feel empty. not sad, not happy. i just feel fine. people around me asked how it felt to 16, and honestly it feels the same, only difference is that i'm a year older, i can get a job, and get my drivers license.

it's my birthday :):

so i recently gotten into treasure after binging treasure map. and usually for a 7+ member group it takes me at least a week to put names to faces and how to tell them apart. well with treasure it took me 2 freaking days to learn names and faces of 12 different people. which is amazing. on another note, i have been trying to form a bias line with treasure and for the most part its basically the j line and junkyu. but i have to say asahi is becoming the ult bias of treasure for me, mostly because he reminds me of myself personality wise (def not looks wise because i am ugly as fuck and he is a literal god.) but the top 2 are asahi and haruto and then mashiho, yoshi, and junkyu are tied for third place. tho mashiho is getting bonus points because of his hamburgerrrrrrr quote that makes me laugh randomly sometimes.

okay, i'm gonna try to make a online friend or two again. but i want to wish for one thing before i go try to find someone. the wish is that i want this online friendship to last longer than all my past ones. usually my online friends last maybe 6 months but they always fail in the end. so i wish that i can start a friendship that will last. maybe a frienship that could lead to meeting them in the future, but i'm not gonna get my hopes up.