ARandomCreator

News on: "A smile that scares"
          	
          	So, sorry about the silence. I was woken up by a couple of comments and thought I might as well say this.
          	
          	I don't know where to go with my most popular story, and all that pops up in my mind I'm never satisfied with. And I've been so busy trying to make money and get educated quickly due to global inflation for my family due to our issues (physically, and mentally) so this will be a book that I am not going to update on, I'm warning you, in at least around 2-8 months. I will be working out the full kinks of this book at a slow pace thanks to my many things I have to draw as an artist for a place I'm going to (first time selling art) July 14th. I will have a few other dates, as I am working alongside my sister to sell my art. There is also a lot more going on, summer school, early college, drivers training, things that usually would've been slapped at me earlier but thanks to covid it's all been pushed back and will be stressing me out very soon!
          	
          	I am not giving up on this book, and never will be until my fixation on madness combat dies, which... should be in years by now because my madness combat hyperfixation was supposed to have died a YEAR AGO.
          	
          	If anyone has any suggestions or ideas for this book to keep me going, and if I should make it this or that based on what you also want, then please reply to this! I am so lost and 
          	
          	(SPOILERS POSSIBLY) 
          	
          	I was planning on Phobos having ownership on Reader for a long while, during the period that spies and workers for 2bDamned are sent on an extra job for extra money to save you when Phobos is reported to not be around. And I either:
          	-Make it so Reader gets away
          	-Phobos finds out and isolates Reader only to him and his wants
          	OR
          	-I make either separate chapters or books to display the many opportunities of what could happen.
          	
          	
          	OR
          	-I delay this entire book to write madness combat scenarios. Where I will make half my own wants, and half others requests.

ARandomCreator

News on: "A smile that scares"
          
          So, sorry about the silence. I was woken up by a couple of comments and thought I might as well say this.
          
          I don't know where to go with my most popular story, and all that pops up in my mind I'm never satisfied with. And I've been so busy trying to make money and get educated quickly due to global inflation for my family due to our issues (physically, and mentally) so this will be a book that I am not going to update on, I'm warning you, in at least around 2-8 months. I will be working out the full kinks of this book at a slow pace thanks to my many things I have to draw as an artist for a place I'm going to (first time selling art) July 14th. I will have a few other dates, as I am working alongside my sister to sell my art. There is also a lot more going on, summer school, early college, drivers training, things that usually would've been slapped at me earlier but thanks to covid it's all been pushed back and will be stressing me out very soon!
          
          I am not giving up on this book, and never will be until my fixation on madness combat dies, which... should be in years by now because my madness combat hyperfixation was supposed to have died a YEAR AGO.
          
          If anyone has any suggestions or ideas for this book to keep me going, and if I should make it this or that based on what you also want, then please reply to this! I am so lost and 
          
          (SPOILERS POSSIBLY) 
          
          I was planning on Phobos having ownership on Reader for a long while, during the period that spies and workers for 2bDamned are sent on an extra job for extra money to save you when Phobos is reported to not be around. And I either:
          -Make it so Reader gets away
          -Phobos finds out and isolates Reader only to him and his wants
          OR
          -I make either separate chapters or books to display the many opportunities of what could happen.
          
          
          OR
          -I delay this entire book to write madness combat scenarios. Where I will make half my own wants, and half others requests.

ARandomCreator

Hey! I know this is a silly little announcement, but "A smile that scares" chapter will be released soon! I finally reached 2000 words and shot a little higher, and I will need to get started on the next chapter, but so far, expect it to be released somewhere in this week. Apologies it's been taking forever, I've been cutting back time on roleplaying and bonding with my friends to do this.
          
          Also, I will be working on a new book, and taking time off to do that, and write about OCs and yanderes. Expect after a long time, a new book to be released too.

ARandomCreator

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I remember waiting for hours to celebrate "A smile that scares" getting to three hundred reads, and now it's almost 400... oh holy shit how times change.

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It has reached 400 reads what the fuck do i do
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ARandomCreator

I have the urge to violently over-fluff fill the next chapter because I made the last one so dark. Like, violently turn it into a awkward to fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff

ARandomCreator

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Hey, sorry I’ve been gone for so long.
          
          I’ve been just… really unmotivated and depressed. Recently school’s been giving me a lot of trouble and anxiety, so please expect me to disappear from time to time for school and life has been weighing me down.
          
          The good news is? 
          
          Well, I’ve been really inspired by the new chapter of enmeshed (by antipuffy). I will leave it up for my followers to decide suggestions, but basically…
          
          -Do I inspire Dragon Reader off of:
          • An old dragon AU I worked on for madcom.
          •How to train your dragon, more-so with mechanics and dealing with training and actually having to illustrate frustration.
          •Surprise you all with too much inspiration and keep working on the chapter for holy hells sake it needs to be updated I need to feed my poor followers.
          
          
          Or do I write smut of the other book…?
          
          I’m very indecisive, please help me. Like, part of me wants like, body exploration and just platonic wholesome Reader petting, but another part wants fucking pain and agony and a hurt to comfort arc.
          
          Yeah, I know, Silly update announcement but I’m very at a standstill and sort of need encouragement.
          
          I need to know where to start writing again.

ARandomCreator

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH I CANNOT SAY IT ENOUGH... You're the best followers I could ever ask for<333
            
            Seriously hope you guys are doing well, you're lifesavers.
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blackboxlizard

@ARandomCreator hey, don't stress yourself over writing things/keeping things updated, it's ok to take breaks, and they can be really helpful if you're struggling to write things. i hope things get better for you!
            
            from experience, writing gets easier when you write whatever you want. don't really think about what the readers will like/read, and just do what you feel like doing. things are most comfortable that way. write what your mind tells you to write!
            
            reading stories is also a good way to find inspiration, if you need any.
            i wish you the best!
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Antipuffy

@ARandomCreator Also, AAAAAAAAAAAAA that's so f sweet of you to credit me like that it melts my heart!
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ARandomCreator

Hello, followers! So, kind of need help deciding something.
          
          I've been contemplating opening up a madness combat roleplay book, or just continuing to seek out others... 
          So, I'll leave it up to my followers. I was thinking each chapter can be a place, after starters + scenarios for each character/place are posted.
          
          And, sorry I've been having really slow updates recently. I've been really depressed and unmotivated, in all honesty. But I'm trying to get stuff up and going soon!
          
          I just completed the chapter "Purpose is labor" and will get to the other one, I just have to figure out how I'm going to narrate Sanford and Readers relationship.

ARandomCreator

@EXP0RT *Hypocrites screaming intensifies*
            Thank you, though. I really appreciate it. Honestly, the only thing that's really pushed me is fantasy tavern music at the moment. But yeah, those massive boosts of motivation are some of the nicest, thickest and of randomness things ever.
            I will be taking a bit of time off since you said though... thank you, man. Really appreciate it.
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EXP0RT

@ARandomCreator "And, sorry I've been having really slow updates recently. I've been really depressed and unmotivated, in all honesty. But I'm trying to get stuff up and going soon!"
            
            And you've been telling ME to do better 
            
            In all seriousness, please take some time to stable yourself if you need to. The state of your mental health isn't something that you should ever have to apologize for, nor be judged for. Plus, if you wait a bit, sometimes a huge burst of motivation for writing just *appears*.
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lucky_cloves

//Oh my, thank you so much for following me and voting on my books! It means a lot! Updates have been slow due to some personal things, but I'll be posting new things soon!
          
          ~Anon

ARandomCreator

Anytime! You make some amazing stuff, and deserve the upvotes!!’ And that’s okay, you take care of you first, and hope your life has been going well. 
            And hey, excited to see what you’ll post! You’re a really cool person!
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