A friend of mine calls me "the great pretender" and "miss denial" when it comes to LOVE, but it doesn't mean I don't love. I just sometimes hide the real feelings I had felt cause I'm afraid to get hurt, but hiding from reality hurts me more. Although it hurts I stand up and smile and pretend everythings okay. When I say I love someone, its really for real cause it will just be you I don't care if that someone don't love me as long as I can show him that I do, I'd be happy with that (trying to be). And silently smile and be happy for his decision, but whenever he needs someone I'll be here open arms. Even if I get hurt one I'll never regret and its LOVING.