ASIANLUSTHUB

r u still alive):

ok ykw ima do it huff,, natalie you have been my heart for what ? a year and more now. you know i stalked you a couple days before i actually dmed you and i was acting interested in your stupid job but like rly i just wanted to fuck you ... NO actually though, you are my bestfriend, were my bestfriend, will always be my bestfriend. you know too much to ever not be and i love you too much to ever try and leave you. i look kinda dumb coming and going but i always return back to you, or you always say something sweet and we reunite again. maybe we've never had a fallout or something, and im grateful for that, but we've drifted and it upsets me so much. it upsets me because i miss my angel and i want to talk to her but i never get to. the other day when i said i think we should separate as friends? litrally hate myself for it because i know i want you in my life for longer than this but it feels like we're failing )); after everyone who ive met on this app and how theyve come and gone, you were  a g and stuck by me and gave me the sweetest words and attention and laughs..i dont want to leave that, but i am scared of losing it. im sorry if you think i dont care about you anymore, i promise i do, but it hurts me to see you drift from me. it hurts me to see myself drift from the person who shows me love ); if you see this, ilysm n pls dm me ! 

ill alwys love u cant thank u enough for the run we had

my dream girllllll

so how does it feel being the loml

hey peeps someone text me 

it’s been awhile huh?

ok but natalie is the most precious person ever. her energy and her heart is so pure and way too beautiful to be treated like anything less than what she is, which is a queen and a moody baby who loves w all her heart. im so glad and GRATEFUL to her bestfriend & wife bc wow where would i be w out nat? probably homeless and un engaged. she doesnt know it, but she has such a huge chunk of my heart and she really is one my absolute favourites

BRU IAN KNOW I WAS TALKIMG ABT THE FRANK OCEAN SONG

apparently i should watch my back.