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gghhuugggghhb sans
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binging the hell out of vivilly and palpers vids not going to ever admit i have a crush on botj of then
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i was watching palpers livestream yesterday(?) and he looked exactly like how i imagined him to look
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also got to play on his server for a few seconds and i was sooo excited
bedrock together stopped working after that, not sure why, it worked once but then never again. it's ok tho cuz I'll try tomorrow with other different ways to join servers on bedrock
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it's somewhat satire but i was watching viv's shorts yesterday
got to thinking abt how soothing his voice actually was
and then it hit me bro
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so excited for artfight omgz
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victor x readers all being fem readers surprises me because i think it should be obvious that he does not like women
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in any normal situation i would be pondering me x him but honestly. waltonstein has a grip on my fucking soul right now
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fixations slapping me directly in the face
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man so many things are coming to a close while more opportunities are opening... it's sad yet i wonder what things the future holds :3
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having the motivated man as my pfp while having zero motivation is funny to me
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Asta. (Last Name). Why don’t you follow me on this platform?
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@DespairGnome i had a crisis and unfollowed everyone except my bf and then followed some random person
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kind of glad to be going back to school again soon holy christ is it boring this summer. nothing's happening
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i thought it was gonna be fun and it is when i talk to my friends and my parent but otherwise i just waste time in my room all day. oh shit i haven't played phantasy star today yet
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No longer mysterious or full of hatred. but a secret third thing
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why do those words that they said to me back in 2018 still stick with me even now
i mean
it was probably a heat of the moment thing. even if now they still apply that to me
but they were kinda right, weren't they? it's safer this way
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when that other person said that i'm more talkative online than i am in person
i couldn't help but be reminded of what they said to me
even if I don't fully believe it, i guess that is what i am. but i could never be honest with myself
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i wish i could have been more honest with them
but if i were to figure out who i was then... would it be even worse?