"My mind keeps telling me that I'm alive. But I just don't feel as if I'm here right now. My entire body feels as if I'm just a fragment of air. As if I'm a ghost roaming all of this town. I don't know if I'm physically here right now. My mind keeps playing these tricks on me where I'm at a place mentally and emotionally but not physically and it's driving me insane. Not knowing if I'm here right now, or if my sick twisted mind is playing a dirty trick on me."
How's this for a dramatic scene in "Drug". I don't know if I makes sense or not.