Wow, it's been forever since I've actually been on here;; I'm really sorry guys, I deleted the wattpad app a while back to clear up space on my phone and I've only been able to use my laptop for it since, which is really hard for me to remember to get on here because I have so many things going on in high school right now. I just want to let y'all know that I'm still here, and one day I hope to be back on wattpad, but until then I am going on a haitus. I do not know when this haitus will end but I do know that it may be after the end of this year. I hope to be back maybe February or January, depending on how things go for me. This year has been really hard for me as I lost contact with my birth father, which is a really good thing but it's had an extremely rough impact on me since it happened. I struggled through this whole year with things that he said to me before we lost contact stuck in the back of my mind along with regrets, what ifs, and the mourning (I guess you would call it that) of not having him in contact anymore for any of these holidays and weekends passing by. Because of all this my depression, anxiety, and insomnia had gotten worse and it absoulutely sucks. All of this puts me in bad moods sometimes and gets me into trouble a lot and it even put me in a bad place for this whole first part of the school year. Like I said, I'm working really hard on improving. I;m working hard on improving my mental health and strength, my school grades, my life, everything and it's a lot, so won't have much time to be on here. My DM box is open still for friends and making new ones, but I most likely will not reply for a bit due to forgetting to come on for long periods of time. I am active, however, on Instagram. My insagram is @a_hollyjolly_souda_fangirl
I hope to keep in contact with as many friends as I can, and for those who don't have insta but want to stay in touch, DM me for my Snapchat (if you have that, if not, I also have discord)
Thank you guys! <3<3