ASunflowerInSpac3
I'm loosing it, I'm actually going to loose it
Wattpad deleted my description and my tags for my new story
WHY MY DESCRIPTION I DON'T HAVE A BACK UP YOU ABSOLUTE- I'M GONNA LOOSE IT BRO
ASunflowerInSpac3
ASunflowerInSpac3
Sometimes I be writing something with a thousand plus words, and just decide mid way that I didn't want to finish it . Then proceeds to write a new story and the cycle continues
ASunflowerInSpac3
Just a reminder to everyone who's reading this , that you matter and you did amazing today <3 , I hope you know that I'm proud of you for being alive today and just simply getting out of bed. I know that life is pressuring and sometimes it may feel like there isn't a way out but please hold on a little longer.
I understand opening up isn't something easy, I understand that you're afraid of being a burden. You're afraid that if you do say a single word abt your problems everyone will stare at you, and look you with shame , I know you're afraid. And that's ok, take your time, I'll be here sitting under a tree with you and we can wait here together until you're ready to speak. Time may pass in such in such a fast paste but even with that being the case, please take your time. I may not know any of you personally , but i see you.
I see someone who's always been trying
Who's holding on every single day
Things aren't ok now, and maybe they won't be ok for a long time.. But that doesn't mean that not being ok is not ok . You're doing your best buddy, and I just hope you know that too
ASunflowerInSpac3
Today I just remembered that I have an ongoing xiaoven story, I'm so sorry to everyone who has been reading that and never getting any recent updates. My life hasn't been the best from when I last left off, and it only became worse when a certain event struck . As my mental health had already been struggling before that event , you could imagine that it really did put me in a very dangerous state.
Writing was always something that helped me through times like this, but it was then that I realized that it couldn't help me this time. It's been a few months from what happened, and I'm better now. Not perfectly fine but better.
This may be quite the nonsense to post but I just wanted to give a quick life update to everyone who has supported me, I'm going to be continuing the story now that I'm better. I just wanted to say that I really appreciate you guys and that things do get better one day, even if you feel like it doesn't. Please hold on just a little longer
ASunflowerInSpac3
@ASunflowerInSpac3 thank you for this seriously :") and dw I'm not forcing myself I actually do wish to finish this book unlike my others, this really meant a lot to me thank you and it's so nice to see you again ToT!! <3
puppiesarecutig
@ASunflowerInSpac3 take you time and don’t force yourself to write if you don’t want too! It’s good that you took a break since mental health drains everyone and I’m glad you’re back!!
ASunflowerInSpac3
Sometimes I forget that I write