ATransgenderMonarch

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I'm also a huge sucker for DeathAfter/AfterDeath for now. Let's see if I hope to another ship bc oh my gosh do I jump from ship to ship way too fucking much
          	
          	Yes, I've come back to UTAU after taking a break from it bc of drama and other bullshit that was seriously impacting me and my mentality.
          	
          	Oh! Happy (very late) New Year y'all!

lucifersdaugther1

@ATransgenderMonarch happy (also late) new year to u too
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ATransgenderMonarch

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I'm also a huge sucker for DeathAfter/AfterDeath for now. Let's see if I hope to another ship bc oh my gosh do I jump from ship to ship way too fucking much
          
          Yes, I've come back to UTAU after taking a break from it bc of drama and other bullshit that was seriously impacting me and my mentality.
          
          Oh! Happy (very late) New Year y'all!

lucifersdaugther1

@ATransgenderMonarch happy (also late) new year to u too
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ATransgenderMonarch

Update for y'all who actually care:
          
          I'm not very active here. I would apologize but I won't. If I have roleplayed with you before on here, I've kinda stopped this app to message people due to lack of notifications.
          
          If you have an Instagram and wanna dm me, my user's in my bio. 
          
          Also, if you could, follow me I guess?
          
          Up to you. Just wanted to let y'all know I barely ever use this app. I rarely read fics and such anymore.
          
          Oh yeah, heads up, I rather not have people mention of Dreammare AUs towards me. If they're not dating/crushes, that's fine. Otherwise, please don't. I'm sure if I'll get back into it, but yeah
          
          That's the update. Now I go dead again 

ii_mermxid

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          აᰔ Hey Eclipse! Thank you for being my friend this year, and I hope that you know that you're an amazing human being. So, I have prepared a lil care package for you <3  ₊⊹
          
          દ. PACKAGE CONTENTS ₊⊹୨୧
          દ. ONE (1) box of TWENTY (20) halloween cookies
          દ. TWO (2) boxes of FIFTEEN (15) Halloween muffins 
          દ. ONE (1) crocheted Halloween stuffed toy (black cat with a witch hat
          
          
          ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა SIGNING OFF . . . 
          . . . HELENA ₊⊹

ATransgenderMonarch

@ii_mermxid that's so sweet of you, thank you! I hope you know you're amazing as well and thank you for being a friend of mine as well
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ATransgenderMonarch

Okay. I'm going to say this once and only once.
          
          IF YOU SHIP ANYTHING IN CREEPYPASTA or Minecraft (other than Steve x Alex),  
          
          please leave or if you do like doing that, do NOT tell me because it makes me really uncomfortable when people ship creepypasta x creepypasta/MC!character x MC!Character (Steve/Alex don't count)

ATransgenderMonarch

Hey, it's one of Eclipse's alters and I want to talk about masking in public. It might contain our experiences, but of course it'll be ours because we can't speak for you.
          
          Society isn't very welcoming to neurodivergent people. There's so much stigma surrounding so many, if not, all disorders.
          
          It for es everyone who doesn't want to be seen with that disorder and seem perfectly fine to mask. Which no one should have to do.
          
          From our experience, we have to hide our NPD/BPD traits as well as our DID. We shouldn't have to hide those traits and our dissociative disorder.
          
          You shouldn't have to hide anything. We don't owe society our masking. We shouldn't have to act like you're fine and a neurotypical. 
          
          Society and stigma.. society's very much not welcoming. This world isn't apparently built for neurodivergent people. It's built for neurotypicals as it *SEEMS* to be.  Stigma is wrong and you shouldn't believe any of it. 
          
          We don't owe society our masking and we need to fight the stigma.
          
          Society is so damn stupid. It seriously pisses me off
          
          Anyone should also be allowed to get help for psychological disorders or really anything you need help with. Men are wrongly told to "man up". Men should be allowed to feel, ask for help, cry, etc. 
          
          You owe society anything. It's your choice on the end of you mask.
          
          -a very pissed off gatekeeper