I understand what ever it may be, it is hard and feels like you are only getting deeper and deeper in this ocean of being hurt and confused. I know. But don't act upon what you feel, it won't help you get better. I did so and it got me into a terrible spot and I don't want to see others go through what I did. Trust me my love everyone loves you and want you here so please try to just do that. Nothing else but just that and I swear you will be moving on with the world just like everyone else even if you feel like you're only moving slower. That is alright and it will truly get better okay. You will be okay, you won't be perfect or golden but you will be okay and it will be getting better every day my dear. So please for me and everyone else who cares, we wish you to be happy, healthy, and alright in this world and in the near future. ❤