An Idiot

Oh boy I haven't been on wattpad in a few days! I wonder wha- 99+ FUCKING NOTIFICATIONS, I'M ASCENDING TO THE FOURTH DIMENSION. Okay. So. Despite that actual jumpscare. And my floor filled with water.
          
          BmwO. 5k reads almost. I think I might have to do a special. So yeah. I don't know what to do but also i'm probably gonna be a little more inactive because me and my bro are locking in for a few weekends to platinum some games. So don't expect too much.
          
          I swear i'm about to just jinx it and write 20 chapters 

I don't know why but I am having a jolly ass day today. Like, I don't know why. I'm literally learning geography of all things right now and I'm all sunshine and rainbows. Despite the fact that it's today and I have like an hour left. But anyways. I'm still jolly. School can't bring me down!!!

I've got a recommendation for you (Moonau+'s covers)

I have an announcement to make, shadow the hedgehog is a bi-
          
          Nah I'm joking...
          
          Soooo the frozen core. We can all agree it was s good story right right? I'm totally not planning a re write as I write this announcement.
          
          Yes! It's true, I will make a rewrite. Right now.
          
          AND DON'T WORRY. Niko will actually do stuff. Y/N won't be literal God. And he won't be chilling with the world machine.
          
          Thanks to just shapes and beats I realized that not only fight scenes can be dramatic. And fun. But more. So kachow. Let's do this

HAPPY NEW YEAR LADS!!!
          
          MY EARS ARE DEAD INSIDE!!!!
          
          2026
          
          God why.
          
          Anyway. I reallyyyy hope you all will have a great new year! And I'm really happy too! APART FROM THE FACT THAT EVER NANOSECOND A NEW FIREWORK IS BLOWN OFF. I LIVE IN THE MAIN CITY AND I ACTUALLY CANNOT THINK. I WENT DEAF FOR A MOMENT EVEN.
          
          Anyway. I'm starting to write again! Isn't that great. I've managed to get over the whole Pancake thing better. I really hope it's still just a misunderstanding..
          
          But it is what it is.

Soo. Pancake has ghosted me. I have proof now.
          
          We work on Google docs. Uhm. Cuz we need to work on the same thing. And. I noticed the second last update doc. Something with Pancakes work of her misgraced and displaced story. It got deleted.
          
          It's just me and her.
          
          I know it started with a compilation.
          
          So I'm not 100%. But I feel like it's kinda my fault.
          
          I have been getting impatient and I may have seemed angry or something. I don't know myself but I have been pressuring her slightly. Feeling guilty as hell. And then begging her to act like it never existed.
          
          And now I'm feeling like I may be the reason she's gone. And it's Christmas. NO WAY IS SHE GROUNDED ON CHRISTMAS. I'm really hoping for a miracle but I am being realistic. So. Yeah. Pancake. I don't think she's writing anymore.
          
          Guhhh.
          
          Now I feel guilty as shit, wrapped up in my blanket like a burrito. I'll either shoot out some new chapters or just scroll my phone or sleep. I don't know. I feel like crap.
          
          Also thank you for all your support guys!!!

Okay so I just bought Nine sols, Slay the spire and just shapes and beats. THE NEW SPECIALS ARE NOT COMING OUT ANYTIME SOON. I'm being fully honest that is gonna come after the holidays probably.

Merry Christmas my little idiots!!!
          
          Yeah I didn't know how else to start this off.
          
          Sadly I don't have snow in my city so that's already destroying the jollyness. Ahem. But still!! I had a great time with my family, and the tree of family, not with my friends tho. We kinda just stop existing when it's winter break because we're sick 99% of the time.
          
          Anyways. My gift to you, the two Ultrakill stories getting a Christmas special soon!!! They'll be. Kinda. Similar. But not to the max!
          
          And also. A bit of coal. I quit the Phighting story. I'm pretty sure it's permanent. But who knows.
          
          Merry Christmas! I hope you have a jolly good day!

Merry Christmas

So I'm working on the Christmas specials. The phighting one is probably gonna be the first one to release. Then blood mixing with oil and the HH one. So progress is going okay for now. Just the fact i'm feeling kinda hollow (knight?!?!?) inside. Yeah I think the Oneshot aftereffects have been getting me. And the whole Pancake thing.
          
          I'm so emo!!!
          
          But to be fully honest I think I maaaay become another depressed writer. Why is that the standard for this site . Alr but to be fully honest in like a week or two I'll be autistically happy again. For now i'm just trying not to enter the Ultrakill God mindset and kill off like 20 characters.