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I got caught & deleted discord (not my acc)
          
          I'll be gone off discord for a bit & probably here too
          Maybe 2 months top
          
          
          I'm sorry
          Also byeee!! Ily guys <3

I know I’m your least expected to see me but I have been trying to contact you for the awfulness we had sadly (not sure it has been a week or month) and I want to say is that I’m sorry, I’m terribly sorry that what you thought you seen in me, sure it seem like I am dismissive and I know this isn’t something to be forgotten, but I wanna say this, it kinda feels odd without you for some reason and I stopped trying to contact you since we both have each other on block - if you respond with a yes or a no I will back off  ՞߹ - ߹՞

Who do the top 2 ppl I love & miss everyday havr such similar sounding names?
          AND WHY DO THEY SOUND LIKE MY OWN NAMR??
          
          
          But when I heat either of their names I have a shutdown & just freeze up bc I don't wanna think or care anymore rawrrr

I am currently spamming the link of this to anyone I am friends with on discord who like empiresmp, whether they have wattpad or not (almost all do bc there is few ppl I know like EmpiresSmp)   -Rawr.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/372508198

Baby girl I love you (jk)

If I don't get DemonicExplosion fed within the next 24hours I will explode, on another note!
          
          LZ. I *NEED* THE XNM OS RP TO HAVE THE AGE GAP REVEAL DESPERATELY. I NEED JOEY TO REALIZE "I'm fcking someone more than 10 years younger, I need to be put down"   While Xornoth's thinking abt something kinky to drain Joey for his money (we need more gold digger Xornoth content in wildly not ok positions bc as we've established he's fucking broke.)
          
          
              >[For Context to anyone who doesn't know abt this au, Xornoth's in his early-mid 20's, Joey's mid-late 30's & rich & is under too much stress, Xornoth's broke asf, gold digger who has his eyes set on older richer men & Joey was close enough & hot enough for him to try their own luck, that's all basically.]

We have 3 cats currently, yhe youngest was lost but just returned & I was just informed he got ONE OF HIS FUCKING LEGS RUN OVER & NO ONE KNOWS IF HE'S BEEN TO THE VET.       >(I have an adult who left his cats with us until he figures shit out, basically visiting us & living at work is what I mean by figuring shit out, so he's busy 24/7, I'll ask my parents IF they can take the cat to the vet if the cat hasn't been, they'll probably say no bc neither really like cats much)
          
          This is the news for today, I cried seeing him limp & I'm currently having traumatic flashbacks to a past cat we had who died, so now everyone who follows me & sees my post will fucking suffer. Nothing is ok.

After much consideration from the gods, I've gained the ability to write again
          
          I will not use this ability ever mayhaps, perhaps I will, we'll see if my love for DemonicExplosion is strong enough

"Such a pretty distraction" or somr shit like that? Idk the tears of Joy blurred my vision. Anyways peak
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/402257106

I desperately need DemonicExplosion (fWhip x Xornoth) or I might explode.
          Fuck my rarepair shipper life.
          
          
          (Btw there used to be 9 fanficd, NOW THERES 2. FHCKING 2. WHO DELETED THEIR DEMONICEXPLOSION RAHHH IM GONNA GET YIU IM GONNA GET UOU, IM GONNA GET UOU,MIM GONNA GET YOU GGRRRRRRRRAHHH-)