A_Fabulous_Username
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Why is life so messy My mum took me out of school and is trying to get me transferred to a different one because my English teacher actually makes me have fucking breakdowns. Like, She’s called me stupid, She’s asked if I was autistic and when I said no she recommended I get checked. She’s called me lazy and disobedient and she’s given me so many detentions that I never get to eat at lunch and so I feel sick and weak for the whole day until dinner which is my only meal and even then I don’t get that a lot of the times. Not only this but people in school are really scaring me. Usually I can handle a bit of bullying but my friend outed me to our school so now I’m getting called faggot, people are stealing stuff from my bag, they’re spilling drinks and food on me purposely, which Id be able to handle if they weren’t talking and laughing about coming to my house. They’ve made jokes about stoning my dogs to death and have thrown rocks at me when I’m getting a bus home as a threat. I’m so fucking scared and the school is doing nothing so now I desperately want to change schools . But I’ll miss my best friend so much. We used to date but broke up when all this started happening so she wouldn’t get outed. She’s literally the only person I can see myself loving and I’m going to be so lost without her, and she’s so upset about me leaving, I went out with her on Saturday and I couldn’t get her to stop crying when I told her I was changing schools. I will also have to go back a year, because the school I want to go to only has female places In the years below me. That’ll suck but it’ll be better than having panic attacks at the thought of going to school. So yea. Things are shit. Life is messy. People suck. I wish I was different
SubtleReader01
@A_Fabulous_Username This is so heart aching. I can't imagine myself surviving the half of it. But you my dear, have it in you. You are strong and i'll just say that, hang in there. I hope that you get best of friends in your new school. People do things sometimes that are unexplainably mean. Sadly, we can't change them. But you have a whole life ahead of you, try to make the best of it.
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