A_FaintSignal

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Sorry, I just feel like I need to talk to someone. I have been feeling quite lonely. I have been finding it hard to stay positive around family and friends. I have been feeling quite left out or that my two closest friends are drifting away. Or that I'm being annoying or too clingy. My mother and I argue a lot and that fact that I'm constantly under pressure to do good in school doesn't help. I took my Chemistry test today and I have deffo failed. Even when people say "no, your going to do great" or "I'm sure you got a good score" I know your trying to reassure me but I know I failed because I couldn't even get the last two pages done. Honestly I have been feeling so fucking lonely that I am having thoughts of committing. I don't have anyone to talk to.

A_FaintSignal

this message may be offensive
Sorry, I just feel like I need to talk to someone. I have been feeling quite lonely. I have been finding it hard to stay positive around family and friends. I have been feeling quite left out or that my two closest friends are drifting away. Or that I'm being annoying or too clingy. My mother and I argue a lot and that fact that I'm constantly under pressure to do good in school doesn't help. I took my Chemistry test today and I have deffo failed. Even when people say "no, your going to do great" or "I'm sure you got a good score" I know your trying to reassure me but I know I failed because I couldn't even get the last two pages done. Honestly I have been feeling so fucking lonely that I am having thoughts of committing. I don't have anyone to talk to.

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It is show week! If you didn't know, I do musical theatre! we have been rehearsing for 6 months and had a tech and dress rehearsal on Monday and Tuesday  then three days of performing and now tonight is the last  night. I caught a bug and now I can barely sing without coughing :( I need to save my voice for the skit I'm in, so I stayed home from school yesterday and went on vocal rest. My throat BURNS, I have like no appetite at all. Anyway, Umm yeah I just wanted to tell someone.

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Wee life update Ig
          Ummm, I have been stepping out of my comfort zone and trying out for roles in theatre. I got one! I am a wife called Sally who screams at her husband. Can't wait. I have so many tests to revise for omg, also I have another theatre thing next week and I might vlog it here through the photos (Blurring out my face tho. Should I do a face reveal? Idk)

xxrexxerxx

@A_FaintSignal GET IT GIRLLLLL, SO PROUUUDDD
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I feel so bad for not updating, I'm honestly really sorry, If I have motivation I might update on Thursday or Friday. Tbh I don't know why I make these announcements, nobody responds. I was going to ask what book you all wanted an update on.

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Damn the only person who has ever responded was @xxrexxerxx
            Love you bro 
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Like I said, no response :(
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