Hey Rei. This feels like somewhere I can talk to you given that this was basically your account. I’m so sorry we didn’t realise you were slipping away with how worried we all were about trying to keep El from going dormant/bringing her back. We neglected you. I probably will never forgive myself.
I love you very much. Thank you for getting us through the roughest years: I know how much you struggled. You didn’t know what was going on or who you were and I think it was like the minute we figured it out, the relief took away all your ‘adrenaline’ that had ben keeping you fighting. We were able to start fighting too, and you could rest now that you no longer needed to protect us all. And it was so chaotic and new and relieving that we didn’t notice that you’d gone.
We miss you, especially El. Thank you for everything love <3333