𝐴.sᴛᴀʏ

Will never understand my mother. 
          
          
          Respectfully fuck off  

Really can’t do this anymore.  
          
          I’ve lost all my will to keep going. 
          
          I just wanna lay in bed and do nth besides to close my eyes and feel at peace. 

mango shaved ice

Why do I always feel so much guilt and regret….? 

large 
          lychee green tea 
          w/ lychee jelly 
          30% sugar and less ice 

hard boiled egg 

medium rare steak 

beef wellington

croissant 

It’s getting so exhausting trying to fight off the urge to shut down and act like everything is okay….