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R u up

I swear a bee just whacked me. Wtf?!

Not me looking at my reading list and wondering when I read those books...

Hello people

I like ur new pfp, it's so cute! <3

I just took oblivious to a whole new level
          
          Basically, I was doodling at lunch then got an idea locked in and wrote something (probably a poem, I don't remember). 
          
          Turns out my friend saw a she asked me to help her make one. About her crush. Me being me didn't care and she gave ideas while I wrote the poem.
          
          Her:Long,Straight,Black hair, dark brown eyes
          
          Me: ok 
          
          Her: extroverted but sometimes ignores her closest friends when she gets too frazzled.
          
          Me: *ignores what she just said* is she straight?
          
          Her: she's talked about crushing on girls but never explicitly said anything
          
          Me: ooh. Ok
          
          *also me 10 minutes ago*
          
          Me: I like this girl though...
          
          Her: u like girls?
          
          Me:what?  *don't think I was listening*
          
          *end of flashback*
          
          Then she tells me this girl likes dancing. And it doesn't click for me and I go, "which school?"
          
          She just stared af me for like 5 seconds before going, "she's got a fringe, she's Chinese" and just lists off traits I have
          
          While I just nod and jot these in my mini notebook and I literally said, "she seems nice"
          
          And she's like, "she's very clumsy. The exact same clumsiness as you"
          
          I just laughed cause I lowk thought she was joking
          
          She kinda gave up cause I finished the poem and my other friend came iced and was just like, " it's you" 
          
          I kinda see it now. But how did I literally write a romance poem about myself?

I've published a poems book. Yayayay!
          
          Please read if you want :)

That was my first poem ever btw. It's a few months old and I was scared to share if so thx for being so kind. I've made a few more but meh

Gang I wrote a poem.  I'm not religios bug felt like pretending U was and my friend was pretty convinced. Btw it's all totally fake.
          
          
          Loving's a sin
          
          
          Loving is a sin they say
          
          They tell me to go to church and pray
          
          Pray for my sins to be washed away
          
          
          
          To pray for a man
          
          With money and land
          
          But there is a certain girl
          
          With golden, brown eyes and beautiful curls
          
          That I want to be with as life unfurls
          
          
          
          Loving, isn't a sin for them
          
          It isn't a sin for girls that like men
          
          But loving's a sin for my kind they say
          
          For girls that love girls
          
          And men that are gay
          
          
          
          I don't want my sins to be washed away.
          
          
          
          Why should I throw my life away?
          
          Go love a man
          
          Do what they say
          
          
          
          A page of the bible isn't worth my life.
          
          
          
          God is all loving, all accepting, all kind
          
          But only to those that follow his rules
          
          They teach that he's amazing in schools
          
          
          But if he's so amazing
          
          Why won't he accept me
          
          A girl that loves girls-
          
          He doesn’t you see
          
          
          
          Because loving, is a sin for me
          
          Not for her that married a 'he'
          
          But for me, that wants to marry a 'she'
          
          
          
          So, let the holy water burn my skin
          
          I choose the girl, the curls, the beauty within
          
          If love is dirt, then let the rot begin
          
          I'll hold my head high, won't let them in
          
          Cause all they think, is:
          
          
          Loving's a sin

Can people stop uploading long as chapters!! I do not have the will power to read a 2 hour long chapter because everytime I stop, it starts again and I have to scroll. Please split them up because atp I have given up! 
          
          
          
          Also ooh. I'm a be on like 7/8 less now, I'm pretty sure my parents know I can overslept downtime so I won't log in a night which is when I use Wattpad so it's gonna a A LOT less