@AankokuU
you must be reading my mind because we've had the same pfp (but my pfp is on my school account) & i have the same (not the same, but quite similar) tint/effect on my profile picture, but shinobu is looking down.. how do you know what my pfp has been for months now??
Thanks for following meeee
Pls stop commenting on that one thread ur blowing up my notifs PLEASE STOP!
Alr just wanted let y'all know im alive. (Of you remember me at this point) i just cant get the courage to check my notifications and messages in wattpad. I haven't done so in months and there are so many that I can't get the courage to check them lol maybe another time??)
@ AankokuU hiii! Thank you! Oh also i do remember you! Lol!bro i replied to some of tehem now. I will continue another time. I should get some sleep as much asi don't want to rn. Lmao
Do you deserve it when u feel guilty?
@AankokuU I guess it depends. Whatever happens usually isn't ever 100% your fault. Sometimes people will make it seem so. If the majority says it then it must be true, right? Even when it's not. No matter what happens, no one deserves to feel guilty forever. If you feel guilty, you're probably a good person on the inside with good morals. The real problem is probably when you don't feel guilty for the things that matter, but that's just me. Did you wanna talk about something?
I feel so shitty.
I had a cat, we grew her up in our house, since she was a newborn, bcuz we found her alone in a park last August. She was with us all the time. We even took her with us when we went on vacations, travels etc etc. She felt like a real family member. When she grew up a bit my father told us to leave her be out of the house with our other cats. She was only like 7 months old? But old enough to stay out on her own. Ever since we let her out she would always climb on the rooftop and come at my window, and I would open to her to come in. But some days ago when we got her in she got the house dirty so we avoided leaving her in. That's why, last Sunday, when she came at my window and started meowing I decided that I would only open to her when I would have to go downstairs and take her with me to leave her out again. But when I was called downstairs later, I forgot to take her, bcuz she had stopped meowing. I then went out of the house and remembered about her. I called her multiple times, and waited to hear her atleast meow, or see her peeking over from the roof. But I got no response. Instead, after some time, I heard a loud noise. I looked and saw her. She fell from the roof, with her back towards the ground, and to make it worse she fell on the wall of a bowl and aslo she might had been pregnant. And from another side than the one that I was calling her from, which confuses me. Why did she go from there? Why she fall in the first place. I mean she was a clumsy cat but I didn't expect this. I don't understand how this happened. At first I laughed but then I realized she was walking really lowered to the ground, trembling and hyperventilating. She went like this until the next day, and we even got her at the vet and he gave us a medical therapy that we would have to give her. But on Tuesday she was already dead. And only bcuz of me. I am so stupid. If I only had opened her the window we wouldn't lose her.
Aw,I am sorry and feeling sad for you.
It's not your fault.
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*Sends you a virtual hug*
I changed my username to Ankoku, but the way I wrote it is not exactly where I wanted to end up but my phone is not working properly and almost made me delete wattpad so I'll leave it there for now
I am watching tomboy videos and getting pan panic and jealousy at the same time lol
LMFAO BCUZ OF SOME KPOP STANS I THOUGHT TILL NOW THAT YEJI AND HYUNJIN ARE REALLY SIBLINGS I FEEL SO STUPID NOW SJJAJSJSJAJ♀️
Nvm my phone is fucked up it was supposed to be a crying and a facepalm emoji idk why my phone changed it to this
I'm really sorry for talking only about myself and my feelings, and being annoying, feel free not to read them if you don't want to. Even if you don't reply or read them it's up to you. It's just since I can't talk to anyone in real life, here is the only place no one knows me so I like writing everything down here, even if no one sees it. I feel kind of less alone i guess. Sorry again.
