I'm trying to update Pagan's story however I may not be able to do much for a while. Yesterday I had to say bye to my dog who I've had since I was 4 year old. She was 15 and had lost most of her ability including sight, hearing and most mobility so we made the decision to put her down. This and a few other things that have happened over the last two weeks have left me will little motivation and made my depression worse. I hope that if anyone was reading my story that they understand and know that as soon as I can I will try to resume writing.
