Y'all - I'm very nervous to share, but my self restraint was tested today! A coworker was helping me with computer issues, thankfully over the phone since it's almost a guarantee I couldn't have kept my composure in person! Technology is NOT my strong suit, so I left it up to the professionals. Low and behold, they assign the only male whose gained my trust and never betrayed me. Secretly, I'm overjoyed because he's always listened to and encouraged me. He's never ridiculed my thoughts or feelings, and he's defended me on numerous occasions! He's always protected me with a gentle dominance, but due to circumstances, he's unattainable as my Caregiver. After some tedious setbacks with my computer, he starts talking to himself, and I hear him enthusiastically say "C'mon Baby, C'mon", but I refrain myself from adding "girl" to his statement. Silently musing over my thoughts, I almost choke on my water when I hear him repeatedly say "Who's your Daddy?". It was difficult, but I managed - No audible whimper! As far as I know, he has no idea that I'm a Little, but it definitely felt like a cruel taunt in that moment. Do any of y'all have an embarrassing moment like that?
