Abbynx_26

I heard things that I wasn't meant to hear now it's hard to hold in tears 
          	
          	How's your day been, everybody?

DilysCruz

My days good..what did you hear though..?
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Abbynx_26

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Try not to cry challenge: 
          
          ~ Your mom won't allow you to wear whatever you want to a friend's birthday party and insists you use her old (outdated dresses) despite you having enough budget to buy one for yourself 
          
          ~ Your high amount of money goes missing after trusting your brothers to give it to the delivery guy once your online order arrives
          
          ~ Your friends have been ignoring you for a past few days but you are kinda understanding that they may be busy but at the same time you really need them right now. So now you're in a back and fourth between wanting attention from them, simultaneously feeling guilty from feeling this way and not sending them a message at all because they might be busy
          
          ~ Shitty fucking days all the way but you can't cry because people in your house will seem like they care but once you open up they will judge and criticise you for feeling this way
          
          ~ Frustrated because you just wanted a fucking dress of your own that you actually like, that isn't second hand or something that does suit you, bought by your money and be allowed to wear it 
          
          ~ Frustrated because body image issues are returning at full speed because you saw a picture of your sixth grade classmates and realise only you are the remaining student that is still stuck looking like your sixth grade self
          
          ~ Frustrated at the fact that your parents will never allow you to wear what you want. Because your dad once called you a slut for wearing a simple black choker and was angry when you wore a mini skirt.

Abbynx_26

You guys know the feeling of feeling so damn lonely, but you're too shy to interact with your friends because you know they are busy af and are tending to themselves. Like... I even feel guilty for feeling lonely with people like them always by my side, but currently they are out of reach. I shouldn't be feeling this way, and I don't want to bother them with my stupid feelings. 

lmikhaila

@Abbynx_26 awee, just try and message them hun.. You'll never know if you won't try..
            Personal advice : just watch a comedy anime or read some manga
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SleepScedualDead

O have to admit, your writing is amazing.
          
          Quick and snappy, yet long enough to keep me attracted.
          
          I know this must sound cheesy coming from me of all people but good job!

Abbynx_26

@Jinx-2008 awwww thank you very much! It warms my heart <3
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