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Try not to cry challenge:
~ Your mom won't allow you to wear whatever you want to a friend's birthday party and insists you use her old (outdated dresses) despite you having enough budget to buy one for yourself
~ Your high amount of money goes missing after trusting your brothers to give it to the delivery guy once your online order arrives
~ Your friends have been ignoring you for a past few days but you are kinda understanding that they may be busy but at the same time you really need them right now. So now you're in a back and fourth between wanting attention from them, simultaneously feeling guilty from feeling this way and not sending them a message at all because they might be busy
~ Shitty fucking days all the way but you can't cry because people in your house will seem like they care but once you open up they will judge and criticise you for feeling this way
~ Frustrated because you just wanted a fucking dress of your own that you actually like, that isn't second hand or something that does suit you, bought by your money and be allowed to wear it
~ Frustrated because body image issues are returning at full speed because you saw a picture of your sixth grade classmates and realise only you are the remaining student that is still stuck looking like your sixth grade self
~ Frustrated at the fact that your parents will never allow you to wear what you want. Because your dad once called you a slut for wearing a simple black choker and was angry when you wore a mini skirt.