Xavier

Remember kids, next time some old fat (usually white) dude misgenders you, just say, “oh sorry ma’am/miss” and when they get mad at that say, “oh I’m sorry, I saw boobs and assumed” then shrug and walk off

Hi 
          I'm bored and supposed to be doing a maths assignment but the deadline motivation hasn't kicked in. I was on typing club (because it makes me look busy) and literally rage quit because it was American spelling and because I spell things like colour with a 'u' and recognise with an 's' my accuracy and WPM were dropping. I wish there was a setting to change it.
          
          how are you

Why is wattpad sending a notification when people like my comments :_( GANG I DONT REMEMBER READING AHLF THIS SH I T.
          
          Anyway, I’m back with an info dump of my life. Go my wisdom teeth out about a week ago and have never hated life more. Not only can I not eat normal food, but the craving is so strong I was crying over the smell of kebabs. I’m so nauseous and not vibing and I just want this all over with. 
          
          ALSO
          because my body feels the need to remind me that I’m AFAB, it’s started showing signs that I’ve inherited my mother’s endometriosis. Yippee. 
          
          I texted my ex, he’s not gay, now we’re just buddies and I’ve joined him in going to boxing for gits and shiggles.
          
          How are you?

Hey gang, haven’t been on here for a while. Shit got crazy. Basically, I came out as trans, lifted my grades, crashed out a few hundred times, completed half of my Cert II, got a boyfriend, broke up with him, saw a musical, watched Star Wars episode III in cinemas and lost 82 chapters worth of a book I was writing. 
          I will now be going by Xavier and he/him.
          How are you?

Hey to like the maybe three people who actually read these (appreciate you)
          
          Just recently discovered how beautiful the moon looks through a telescope during the day. 
          
          Also, due to a few different medical reasons I don’t really get that much exercise. Now most people don’t realise this because I have a fast metabolism and so I look “fit” when in reality, I struggled lifting a 15kg flat pack the other day and could barely raise my arms after catering for two hours. I am literally rotting away my life and if this continues there will be a large chance that I won’t pass the physicals to get into the Air Force. So that’s fun. 
          
          Welcome to the 2025 F1 season everyone! Three races in, already regretting being a Ferrari fan but I’m loyal now and can’t leave. But otherwise it’s been amazing.
          
          How are you? I hope you all have amazing lives and get to do cool things.

WHY DID NO ONE WARN ME OF THE PAIN I WOULD EXPERIENCE WHEN A BOOK I HADN’T FINISHED HERE ON WATTPAD GETS TAKEN DOWN. I don’t remember the author but the book was called ‘the kids aren’t alright’ and it was amazing. Now I am sad.
          
          Also the Captive Prince series is amazing but not for the faint of heart. 
          
          I went to two art galleries on Monday, one of like old art and one of modern art. The old gallery was beautiful and I took so many pictures. The modern art gallery was… interesting to say the least. There were a few art works that truly had me questioning, but there was also some really nice ones.

Was dreading the start of the school year, got school, realised that it isn’t that bad. I have two art classes (6 classes per week) a drama class, an extension science class that seems really easy for extension, extension maths which I don’t know how I got into or how I understand the work and a general English. Going well.
          
          I’m going to play Dungeons and Dragons properly for the first time on the weekend. Ngl, I’m a little scared. 
          
          Also, I’m in F1 deficit. I haven’t had any races in ages and it’s still over a month until the first race. Exciting.

So, currently watch Revenge of the Sith. This is the first time I’ve watched it and actually understood it. I’ve been so close to absolutely sobbing. WHY IS IT SO SAD?? But Anakin is so fine I would probably join the Sith for two reasons. 1, I wouldn’t be killed as a Jedi. 2, would be working with Anakin. I had to put my safety squint on I was so stressed. My goodness. 
          
          Also don’t we love a heatwave just before the start of the school year. How fun are the 40+°c (104F) days. 
          
          NO THIS SCENE IS SO SAD I CAN’T. AAAAHHHHHHH

Okay, don’t get me wrong, I love holidays and being away from school; but SIX WEEKS OF CLOSE 24/7 PROXIMITY WITH MY SIBLING IS GETTING ON MY NERVES. Me and said sibling have fiercely clashing aesthetics and lifestyles, and she prefers to act younger than she is. 
          
          I pride myself in being able to mask most signs of annoyance, irritation or overstimulation but I’ve run out of fucks to give. Like, no, I don’t care that you hate the hunger games. Yes, I do think you’re immature. No, I’m not on my period. And no, I DO NOT CARE that you’re too lazy to make lunch for yourself.
          
          Thank you for coming to my TED talk. 
          
          Also can anyone tell me if Loop earplugs are any good? I’m thinking of buying some but idk.

Hello! Happy New Year. 
          Can someone please tell me why I was expected to tell my teachers about my TAFE course at the end of term 4 so they could put it in my timetable BEFORE I EVEN KNEW I WAS ACCEPTED. 
          Now, when school starts again, I have to go talk to THREE different deputies just to get my Thursday classes cleared. Like, what the actual heck. 
          
          Anyway, my lesson of the week is if you are going to do a massive diamond painting, strap your wrist. I’m serious. I forgot to and was in a stupid amount of pain. 
          
          What’s the grossest ice cream flavour?
          
          Have you ever seen the moon through a telescope? It’s beautiful 
          
          Anyway, I hope you’re all well and living life with spite.