ThornsOfAgony

Does anyone have a fun trend goin on wattpad? xD

Months have passed... 
          
          No, how many years has it been since i ever felt the overwhelming energy to write anything.
          
          Strange, whenever i look at my old works I can't even recognize what i wrote. They were so full of shine and amazing enthusiasm. Have I lost that view? 
          
          I only blankly stare at the same old drafts, my head spinning and eyes burning from the light of screen. I... used to love it sm 
          Sharing my fav songs at the time within the world that i had crafted. 
          
          I am lost, and I can not find myself anymore.

:Disclaimer: Sensitive Topic
          
          I dislike how the world is so desensitized to the brutalities that are happening everywhere. They assume what they want and do not even consider humans, a human. idk if Wattpad would even allow me to post something like this, or if you'll unfollow me afterwards. But I really don't care at this point. 
          
          I just wanted to live my life, and write beautiful stories, share my passion and love I had for fantasy worlds but the real world is always unfair. I feel saddened, frustrated, and disappointed. Is this how the world sees me and my people? Why is it always the indigenous ppl that are portrayed as villains? If it were a story, you would be supporting the vigilantes or rebels or counterforces to enforce unfair laws, opresing the ppl. (I'm avoiding saying sensitive words) 
          
          But this isn't a romanticized novel, no, this is the reality. This is MY reality. 
          What made you hate us so much? Why do you think so badly of us? 
          Why...
          Do you not question the morality? Does your conscience not haunt you? I can't even sleep with all the inhumane treatment my ppl are getting, so how do you? 
          
          I don't want to be neutral, I don't want to be a bystander. I'm with my people, and I will always be with them. Even if I lose everything, I would still have more than them. It breaks my heart and my soul trembles at every thought. 
          The rich rots owners and brain dead followers of them, idk what you want from the lands and profits, but you won't succeed by trampling on live of living, breathing ppl. Lying to ur own ppl as well. 
          
          I wished nothing more than peace all my life, but if the situation arises where I have to fight, I'll not run away. The blood of martyr's courage run thru our nation. And we won't back down. 
          
          I wish you all well, and stay safe from misinformation and maniacs who want destruction. Idk if you will hear from me again, when every hour and second we don't know if we will live or not. So, please, I hope You... at the very least, stay safe.

I'm trying...

Dear Wattpad status type diary, its already 2025 Ramadan! 
          I'm happy that i finished so many things before it started so i can be in peace for this month. 
          Ramadan Mubarak (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠)
          
          Also i only got one semester left after this month then I'll be free. Hopefully, I'll be able to get a job (or so is a dream rn).
          
          Like the dream that I'll finish another one of my novels (⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠).
          
          Ooomf anyways i hope i am able to write once again.... I miss it... And miss my lovely characters. 
          
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          (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ peace! 

Dear Wattpad status type diary, 
          It really is true that people don't appreciate the things in their lives until they lose them, and having a near one of those moments in my life scared the daylights outta me. (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)
          My dad suddenly got a heart attack but I'm so so so glad that we were on time. Seeing him undergo angioplasty was a tough time to go through and the doctor was so nice he came on time and did the procedure even though it was his day off. He's indeed one of the best cardiosurgeon! 
          
          Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah I can't thank Allah enough to provide us everything in time, most ppl don't get that chance. (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡ I'm so grateful to everyone who supported us and feel blessed to have such good neighbors and friends. 
          
          Without my sister's efforts it wouldn't have gone as well so I'm grateful to her quick actions as well, even though she panicked and had a hard time even more than me, probably more than anyone else in the family, she really is a strong person. <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠> I hope she doesn't feel too bad for anything at all that happened. 
          
          It was a tough time indeed. But yknow it made me realize what is more important in life. 
          (⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠つ⁠⊂⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)

@AbyssalThoughts oh. Her book is outstanding. Very good. Definitely worth the read.

@AbyssalThoughts yeah, we loved her book. So nice to speak to friends around the world on wattpad. 

@AbyssalThoughts Pakistan!
          
          Do you know Malala?

Thank you.
          
          You are visible.  You are seen.
          
          What country is wattpad banned?
          
          J