ThornsOfAgony

Dear Wattpad status type diary, 
          It really is true that people don't appreciate the things in their lives until they lose them, and having a near one of those moments in my life scared the daylights outta me. (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)
          My dad suddenly got a heart attack but I'm so so so glad that we were on time. Seeing him undergo angioplasty was a tough time to go through and the doctor was so nice he came on time and did the procedure even though it was his day off. He's indeed one of the best cardiosurgeon! 
          
          Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah I can't thank Allah enough to provide us everything in time, most ppl don't get that chance. (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡ I'm so grateful to everyone who supported us and feel blessed to have such good neighbors and friends. 
          
          Without my sister's efforts it wouldn't have gone as well so I'm grateful to her quick actions as well, even though she panicked and had a hard time even more than me, probably more than anyone else in the family, she really is a strong person. <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠> I hope she doesn't feel too bad for anything at all that happened. 
          
          It was a tough time indeed. But yknow it made me realize what is more important in life. 
          (⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠つ⁠⊂⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)

@AbyssalThoughts oh. Her book is outstanding. Very good. Definitely worth the read.

@AbyssalThoughts yeah, we loved her book. So nice to speak to friends around the world on wattpad. 

@AbyssalThoughts Pakistan!
          
          Do you know Malala?

Thank you.
          
          You are visible.  You are seen.
          
          What country is wattpad banned?
          
          J

Yeee boi Online freelancing has gotten worse with time, and I doubt that I'll ever be able to get a part in it anymore. 
          Sad reality indeed. 
          Welp...back to Watppad crying about unemployment ig lol

Dear Wattpad status type diary,
          Things been fuzzier this month, i am able to keep up with the academics but my finals are around the corner, i really hope they go well.
          
          The professors are somehow weird, i have never experienced such strange professors before, i mean they are actually nice and teach really good, are helping and encouraging. Before that i had never seen a teacher like them. 
          
          That aside, at least i am able to talk like a normal person... sometimes lol 
          Had a girlies conversation with my colleagues though, they were all really nice and for once I could talk about some deep concerns of marriage with them, the concept of a spouse and what a lady goes through in her first few years of marriage. (⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠) They also had their concerns but it was nice to know we all are supportive with each other's company.
          
          I'm still wondering about how I'll get a job even tho i moved to a bigger city. It doesn't help ease my worries about job and ppl and connections. But for now I'll enjoy my long awaiting semester break next month! ♪⁠┌⁠|⁠∵⁠|⁠┘⁠♪
          
          I want to have fun and explore the city and eat!! Omg the food is so good here fr (⁠★⁠ｏ⁠☆⁠) but I'm as always broke lol anyways I'm reading a lot of novels and writing mine as well, i hope i finish them properly someday. 
          
          Wishing my future self to be less agitated and at peace (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡ worry less hun you'll do great. 

OMG I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED A WHOLE CHAPTER I WAS EDITING 
          (⁠┛⁠◉⁠Д⁠◉⁠)⁠┛⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻
          
          (⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)
          
          (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)
          
          (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
          
          What do i dooooooooo 

I lost a lot in this last week.... 
          
          I WANT REVENGE AND FLIP THE WORLD
          
          (⁠┛⁠◉⁠Д⁠◉⁠)⁠┛⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

I am MELTING!!! 
          First, this heat is unaliving me slowly and now the uni stressing me out like there's no end! Gosh 
          
          I'm trying to be a better author ;-; I swear I try... 
          anyways, just a few  more months.... hang in there me!! the future me will surely handle the stress as well!! 
          
          (throws my concerns to future me) 
          pls don't be mad!