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feeling su*cidal please help *finger guns*

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so um imma rant for a momento
          
          don’t read if you are easily triggered 
          
          also you don’t have to read it’s just my personal thoughts
          
          
          
          so i’ve been feeling really bad about myself lately. I’ve been purposely triggering myself with animatics and fanfics, and i’ve been convincing myself to eat less to the point where i feel guilty if i take a bite of something. no one seems to notice and i feel like they don’t care. i don’t want to go to anyone for my problems because i feel like i’d be bothering them. i’ve been feeling really suicidal and depressed and my panic attacks have been getting worse. 
          
          anywho, if you read this, sorry for bothering you lol