Icarus Amor

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Hello sprinkles!

Amor

It doesn't take much, just few sips and yet.

One must never find out the taste of iron on flesh, once acquired you get addicted to it.

I wonder what will hurt them more, me just not aking up or me making the choice to stay asleep

Everyday I dream of not waking up.

I don't know whom I miss more, the person who was my friend or the person whom I feel for.
          I don't know what I miss more, my love for you or my freedom with you
          I don't know who I miss more, the person I became in my love for you or the person I was with you.
          
          I don't know who or what I miss,  I just know you are a large part of it. 
          
          ~Amor
          
          P.S.
          But at same time, I'm in abyss where I can't even tell days apart. Days and night are cycle or staying awake and sleeping. Was itt new years just this past week? Didn't I just wish you valentines few days back? Wasn't I celebrating my birthday yesterday? How come it's April now? How did all these years pass me by? Where did they go? Why can't I find it?

https://youtu.be/P8ODCzh51WE?si=SMnY2txg-QHpXhHY

Happy valentine's day to all.
          
          Sincerely, 
          Amor.