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We have late night conversation we talk until I fall asleep u call me ur baby girl I call u boo u always pick me up when I fall and that's y I love you don't let anyone else tell u differently ever ur mine not theres so it doesn't mater what they think of you I am in love with you and only u......I hope u can say the same and mean it

Y am I surviving 6 feet under looks alot more comfortable.....

You ask me y I am depressed u yell at me call me gay call my friends gay....I did everything for U I'm not pushing my friends away ur pulling mean away from them where is the damn razor when I need one but the only thing is I can't fucking cut because u watch over me when I cut u call yourself a parent, I thought parents where supposed to love their kid with all there heart cuz yea I'm feeling the love right at the cut on my ankle fuck u.... u dont love me u don't treat me like them like wtf I hate u...u hate me too.... and u! U fuckinglied to me what the hell I hate ur girlfriend she hates me... now lets go put on fake smiles and don't hate on each other till the end shall we.... yea my depression is still there does it look like I give a puck no! Well I already know u don't what's the point in fighting for someone who doesn't love u what's the point of living if ur only suriving what's the point of breathing if your drowning hmmm never thought of that did ya bitch ok well ima go back to the dark room I stay in from time to time y,know when u don't care... I'm not even tired but it seems fun bye bitch!!!^_^

I find it funny how a smile can hide a broken heart and how the masking of your feelings is a secreat art would you have seen this coming I know she hides it well the whole world is really under this girls tragic spell she thinks theres no hope and no fait left to give feels no reason and no purpose for her soul to live. ''Are you alright?''  ''Yes.'' she replies no one can hear the screams of her intinl cries....... ~~Courtney Parker....

if I die today would you care if I die today who would miss me not my family that's for sure it obvious that I am just a gust I'm different they don't like different and I hate.....
          

Do any of you know how it feels to be alone in this world to want nothing more that to die but the next day you are so happy because of a certain someone is your light....When do I get to find my light???

there's a reason I write there's a reason I don't there's a reason I read is all because it helps forget it helps when I'm sad it helps when I'm angery it gets me away from here it helps me escape life and people ask why do you read all the time I say its my life escape for the drama........ I LYASM.....MY BABY PICKLES!!!!!

"life only works when you don't need it to. But when it does work when u need it to society kicks in and breaks you. And then you break you and then you become the very thing you where afraid of." ~ Me.....

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