@AceNSpades371
I hope to see you guys soon. I'm sorry again for telling you guys this but I needed to get it out of my chest. Thank you guys for listening and don't forget to follow @Contino05 for the latest updates on her new book. I'll see you guys soon. Bye everyone. =)
But still, I've also been dealing with a poor lack of sleep as of late and dealing with rumors. Apparently, someone had been spreading rumors that I had groomed a Freshman. Mind you, I was in a loving relationship so why would I want to throw that all away to do something that can ruin my life? That's not only sexual harassment but that's also cheating. Why would I want to cheat on my significant other at the time for a quick moment of pleasure? That's disgusting and can land me in a juvenile detention center or prison. Thank god my best friend told me about it, other wise it would've gotten much worse and I would've been expelled. So thank you to my best friend. (He'll remain anonymous for the sake of his own safety) But if you think my weekend late week was good, you are dead wrong. I had to attend a funeral for my aunt who had passed away a year ago. It hurt me to be there. It was nice to see my extended family but I wish I could've seen them on good terms. I never met my aunt but I've heard stories about her from my aunts, my uncles and my mom. I was just trying to get better over the weekend but the week happened and here I am and I feel like giving up. I don't want to give up but what more can I take? At least I have one more week of school then Christmas break, here I come.
I'm sorry for this guys. I really am but I'm done staying silent about my problems in my life. I might not be like this again but I still wanted to tell you guys about the week I've had. But changing the subject, the ink brigade is still going good but I just need a mental break from it. So I'm taking a week off from working on it to recover and focus on just working on school work. I just need a little bit more time and it should be coming out sometime in March of next year. Hopefully, by my 3rd or 4th anniversary of being on wattpad.
Friday just broke me. After the day was done, I cried myself to sleep that night. The reason why was because I had to help clean up the school and was doing all the heavy work, being bossed around by my classmates again, carrying heavy foldable tables to one class by one of the teachers only to then be told to carry them all the way back by myself because everybody else was either missing or in another class. But that day, almost everybody was in the middle of the hallways walking incredibly slow or just standing there talking and not ding anything to help clean up. I carried 30 foldable tables. All 15 of them to my classroom and all 15 of them all the way back to the auditorium room. When was doing my exercise later that day, my thighs were burning. Not like a soreness but actual pain when they moved. Even when I walked, it was a new fresh hell that my legs were enduring. But the part that absolutely broke me was when I got home. After a really rough day, I got home and put everything away and went to my bed and relaxed. I wanted to call my girlfriend earlier during the day but she didn't want to call. Later, she texted me and I through that she was avaliable to talk. What she sent me was a break up text. My heart broke. I didn't know if what happened was reality, a dream, or a sick joke but what happened that day felt like a kick to the nuts with a soccer ball.
I don't want to spread hate nor do I want to slander my ex-girlfriend's reputation. She is still one of the best people that I know on here. She's amazing, funny and in general, a great person to hang out with. Give her a follow if you can. This isn't to slander her name. If you misread this, I'll go after you myself. I don't care if we're not dating anymore, I'll still defend her until the day I get banned from this site.
Thursday was horrible. I hated Thursday and I wanted it to be over. On top of setting things up for my exhibition later that day, I was also dealing with the words that my dad told me yesterday on top of being bossed around by my classmates who didn't contribute to helping out continue setting up. (Mind you, they brag about having super good grades and never let me hear the end of it or make fun of me bacuse i have "bad grades" when i do eaually enough work to help me get a good enough grade but when it comes to manual labor, they say they have to "catch up on late work" when in reality, they're playing computer games instead of contributing to the school, I observe. I have to observe because I was constantly getting verbally harassed by my own classmates all of last year and the year before, each year at least one death threat in person or on the phone) I was overwhelmed because I had to stay at my school a lot longer than everybody else, was it worth it? Yes and no. It was worth it because I got extra credit for my biology class. But it was not worth getting really bad cramps on my thighs and calfs because of another hardcore workout running up hill without having sufficient water in my body along with being harassed and shoved harshly by one of my classmates earlier that day.
Wednesday was just a shitshow because I had to help set up for my exhibition which was horrible because I was already feeling burnt out from my training for track next semester in 2025, my body was physically killing me. It was getting harder to walk, it was getting harder to run and it was getting even harder to lift heavy metal pipes that are used for setting up tents. The reason why I was carrying heavy pipes was because my teacher told me they didn't need them anymore and wanted just me to carry them to the other side of the school. People were walking in my way, trying to make me fall on top of my arms wanting give out of carrying heavy objects, table cloths not wanting to work with me and having my knuckles be in agony because i had to actually drag them on the floor for maximum speed to stop the table cloths from getting unstuck from under the table and the damn table wheels moving and crushing my fingers when I put them down. (I work out carrying dumbells every day and my arms were killing themselves because the pipes were too heavy to carry all by myself. I couldn't even ask for help because everybody else was too busy with their projects or they had better things to do) Then after school, My parents got into a "disagreement" which my father told me his true feelings on top of breaking my mental health. Today, as I'm typing this, I still feel like a failure of a son or a disappointment to him because I didn't let him know something that my mom strictly told me not to tell him for the safety of my mental health. (It broke me that day but the worse is yet to come)
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Hey guys, would it be okay if I just rant a little bit. I've been holding this off for a while now and I need to get some things off my chest.
Last week was a nightmare. Plain and simple. It was hell for me. The reason why I'm saying it was hell for me last week was because I had two math tests which were finals on Monday and Tuesday back to back, I was extremely unprepared for my math test on Monday even though I studies for 5 f**king hours the day before and an additional 30 minutes before the Crack of dawn on the same day I had part one of my testing. (I bombed both of my tests meaning I not only failed but I can't retake them so AUGH!)
Happy Thanksgiving everybody. I hope you guys are having a turktacular day eating turkey and ham while watching Thanksgiving movies with your families. I'm sorry that I'm just now messaging you guys at like 7 in the afternoon. I was with my cousins at my Grandmother's house and I am at a Thanksgiving party with more of my cousins at my Great grandparents house from my mom's side.
I also forgot to mention that episode 8 for the Ink brigade had began production. It's taking a while because I've been running into road blocks for the past few weeks on top of doing multiple projects for school. My heads been hurting and my asthma is kicking me really badly. I've been coughing more and more as of late and I'm just trying to get better with my asthma. But episode 8 will be a lot longer than episode 7. I plan on using a bunch of music for this episode along with getting really into depth of the lore with my characters. Along with actual pictures of my characters so you'll be able to know what they look like. Won't that be revolutionary for my writing huh? Haha.
Well guys. I'll see you guys soon. Peace out. =)
It is time, my friends. It is the time of all ages. Today is my final race for Cross Country. I made it to the championships. This will be the race to end all races. (For the season)
My legs will be killing me afterwards though but I will continue on! I'll see you guys soon.
Ilysm babe text me when you wake up
