I don't think anyone will see this message, considering how unusual this platform is for such thing
tonight, I hate that I'm so emotional over things that are beyond my control. I just care so much and it hurts. I don't think they care more than I do
I have no idea how I will push through the next days with such a heavy heart. still, because it's what I always do, I'll try. because sometimes, surviving just means showing up again tomorrow :))