Spades

I'm working on a story rn and it's so cringe

51 stories in my drafts. Roughly 100 chapters in my drafts. No motivation to continue any of these. This is what I call therapy

Who else forgets to read most if the tags and starts a story, only to get emotionally invested into a character, only for the author to kill off said character, meaning you have to finish reading the story without this character and start crying every time they're brought up? Just me? OK (:

Happy holidays or Merry Christmas everyone!
          I don't remember going to bed but I woke up recently and am going to scare the shit outta my sibling with Christmas music. 
          
          I'm the best aren't I?
          
          And random question, should I actually publish one of my books soon? Or should I leave them in the drafts to continue collecting dust?

Happy Sacrificial Turkey Day everybody. 
          Or as normal people call it, Thanksgiving. The Turkey Day. Or Turkey Sacrifice Day. 
          Probably gonna spend it in my room because people will be coming over and I don't like interacting with others. 
          So if anyone wants to talk I'll be free all day today.
          
          Before anyone gets on my ass about how I should be spending Thanksgiving with the family, I haven't talked to most of these people since school began. That was almost half a year ago. Also, I need ideas for stories. I have 47 drafts but I need more ideas :)