Aceycup777

Boy have I got a lot to talk abt, this is a bit of a rant/vent tbh so a bit of a tw ig
          	
          	
          	So I was/am in rn a discord server and I was banned for a week then it got extended then extended again, now I’ve got a trial but I’m being told by people I trust and don’t think would lie, that my trial is just for the higher ups to make fun of me and bully me, and that the trials really an execution, and I asked my father figure friend(that I trust a lot but know he could lie) if it was true, he said not really, and I asked the guy I trust the most and he said he doesn’t know but he thinks it’s an execution for me, and now I’m scared cuz this is the server that was keeping me alive, and if I get perma banned idk what I’ll do, I’m gonna end up losing ties with so many of the people there and nothings gonna go right, but also I’ve been seeing a lot of angel numbers :))

Aceycup777

Boy have I got a lot to talk abt, this is a bit of a rant/vent tbh so a bit of a tw ig
          
          
          So I was/am in rn a discord server and I was banned for a week then it got extended then extended again, now I’ve got a trial but I’m being told by people I trust and don’t think would lie, that my trial is just for the higher ups to make fun of me and bully me, and that the trials really an execution, and I asked my father figure friend(that I trust a lot but know he could lie) if it was true, he said not really, and I asked the guy I trust the most and he said he doesn’t know but he thinks it’s an execution for me, and now I’m scared cuz this is the server that was keeping me alive, and if I get perma banned idk what I’ll do, I’m gonna end up losing ties with so many of the people there and nothings gonna go right, but also I’ve been seeing a lot of angel numbers :))

Aceycup777

Sorry, this is a vent
          
          
          People keep telling me they don’t care abt me and I know it’s discord I shouldn’t take it so hard but I’m not in the best mental state rn and I’d take a break from discord but it’s my safe space, where I go when I need to clear my head yk, I’m in a mental health discord server but the chat goes dead sometimes and when I go to vent nobody’s there to comfort me or tell me not to do sum and I feel all alone surrounded by my thoughts, but how’s everyone doing? Have y’all eaten or drank yet?

whorefordilfsandsmut

Aw that’s so sad :( if someone tells u that they don’t care abt u, they’re just low life scumbags lol, and they’re probs dealing w their own stuff. If u ever wanna vent I’m here AND I CARE ABT U EVEN THO I DONT K U :D
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Aceycup777

Lol I was just having a normal conversation with some friends in a server and then they brought up the fact that I liked someone there so I left cuz they started being rude abt it and I started talking in another server that some of those people were in and they were being nice at first and then they started asking why I like him and started giving me reasons I should like dude can I not like someone? I know I’ll get hurt later on, I don’t know him Irl but I can’t control this rn

Aceycup777

When you start smiling at their messages even After they reject you I’m not quite sure that he actually rejected me tho, he was just really calm about it, anyways how’s everyone doing? Have y’all eaten or drank water yet?

Aceycup777

Uh so I was just thinking about what I want my funeral to be like so here’s a couple ideas
          
          
          You get someone to hire a bunch of Italian people to walk up to your coffin and say “I’m gonna miss you boss” and other things.
          
          The first one but with Russian people.
          
          You get someone to hire two men in all black to stand close enough to your funeral so people can see them, but far enough that it doesn’t seem like they’re normal guests
          
          You have a closed (secretly empty) casket and have tacos served at your funeral, but your grinded up as the taco meat
          
          If your cremated you get your ashes made into jewelry to pass down for generations
          
          That’s all I have for now but if I get anymore ideas I’ll let y’all know‍♀️

sendHobiWater

@Ace_6000 oh wow. i have mixed feelings about those.
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Aceycup777

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I made a mistake lmao all because of my friends leaving a discord server and us losing touch, and everyone’s talking about how the server might be ending because shits fucked up rn and now I’m crying my eyes out in my room trying not to make a sound, I’m not doing good at all and I fucking hate how much it’s hurting rn

sendHobiWater

@Ace_6000 oh damn, hope everything is ok and i dont mean to be that person, but you can pm me if you ever need to talk.
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