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It's so weird being happy, well, more content. It's like I'm waiting for life to shit on me, because it's inevitable.

I haven't seen Paper Towns yet and I'm so. . . :(
          The book was soooooo great and on top of that my numero uno idol is playing Margo?! I need to go to the cinemas asap!!

I'm done with everything. people telling me i should be grateful. for what? for having an alcoholic for a mother? for being ripped away from the only people i care about? for disappointing the most important person in my life? being alive? Anyone else who tells me to be grateful can get fucking bent. i'm done trying. done making promises. done trying to please everyone. i hate everyone, everyone hates me.

Every cut, every slash, just lifts so much weight of my chest.

k ☺☺☺

@lashton_is_real kinda. I was gone for a bit, needed to think about stuff. I came back, it said it was deleted :/

Thanks did you read it

@lashton_is_real it was by @Larry_Lashton. But she deleted it :/

who wrote English love affair huke

I really need to talk to someone right now. I've just betrayed the one person who really trusts and cares for me. I can't take it right now. I have the urge to cut. I don't know what to do.