Adrikismyexlove

I don't need anyone else to break my heart when i can do it on my own over and over again.

winchestersalvat

Hey, it’s been a while since the last time I checked if bazzokah gave any updates and I went to check it today and saw what you said about your emotions. I’m wasn’t sure if I should say anything to you and share what I know about it or not but i wish I knew more about it in the past so I’m gonna share what I know, I’m not a genius and I could be wrong about what I’m gonna say. What you’re feeling is basically depression, I don’t know if it is a “level” or a “type” of depression but it’s depression. Going through a deep and unwavering level of sadness, very high stress and depression basically makes the part of your brain responsible for your emotions tired and “overworked” so it shuts down and makes you feel apathetic and detached 

winchestersalvat

I don’t know how to fix it or what I did that made a difference but I hope you find out 
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winchestersalvat

But then again, we are in different contexts and the other things influencing my life back then were probably different from the things that are influencing your life now 
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winchestersalvat

Personally, stress triggers most of my problems and I went from feeling nothing to being emotionally unstable. One thing that it could have helped back then was if I knew what being overstimulated and overwhelmed was, I didn’t know how to set a boundary and take time for myself when everything was too much 
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Adrikismyexlove

Not to  sound like a whining bitch but I'm having the worst birthday ever. I feel like crying, screaming and scratching all over myself. Not a birthday goes by where i don't curse myself for being born.

Adrikismyexlove

@keeganshoe thanks for your kind words>333
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Adrikismyexlove

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When I'm alone i can't stop thinking about him. Fuck my life

Adrikismyexlove

@emoryscottlover  lol gurl.....we have at least something in common:)
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cardansnemesis

@Adrikismyexlove that is the most relatable thing i have read today. I have one too, but more like a boyfriend.  
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Adrikismyexlove

@emoryscottlover "him" Is a perfect imaginary person that doesn't exist. That's how I've been escaping life these days cause nothing else is working. I can't bring myself to read any books or watch anything:(
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