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I feel so stupid. I fucked up. I left a group chat full of people I care about a lot over a silly argument because I expected them to add me back in. Because in the past, no how silly the argument, or how petty the disagreement, they would never let me leave. They always brought me back. So I left with the confidence that once it all blew over, they'd add me back. I was wrong. They don't want me back now. These people were my family and I messed it up. And now I'm never going to get it back.