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Ahh fuck. Not again 

Wow, it's harder to take risks these days. 

Come back

NP: Homesick by Dua Lipa

Call me madwoman but reading all your questions makes me feel like I'm being interrogated and I like it, I don't know why. I miss you both so bad. 

You still make me nervous and give me flutteflies at the same time. I miss you so much. 

Wish I could be as hard as a rock with my emotions and as sane as one person can be. I wanna sleep

Why is it that it always strikes at night time? And at this point it's dawn. Fuck, I think I'm really an alcoholic now

Out of all the effort I did for myself. I still feel like I'm slipping back. I'm scared, lost and hopeless. I'm tired of fighting for me as well. 

Happy Valentine's day to all! Especially to those two people I miss dearly.