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I don't know why, I don't know when (maybe), and I don't know how it all came to this. But, I'm now addicted AND obsessed with yandere stories/books 
          
          like, IT'S MORE INTERESTING AND MORE DEEP and meaningful compared to ordinary stories  the emotions, the in-depth narratives, the tension within dialogues, and the psychological aspects throughout the stories. 
          
          All I've been doing these past couple of weeks, is just making yandere tropes, turning them into story ideas, and then brainstorming the rest. 
          
          all I gotta say is, I'M LIVING FOR THESE YANDERE STORIES  they have way more flavor and pleasure for me, unlike most stories.

Atp, I should just make three; one is this, my commentary and collecter account. The second would be for my original works (i.e. reverse harem, yandere, adventure, original fiction). While the third would be where I make my fanfiction works (ex. jujutsu kaisen, one piece, bnha, haikyuu, and etc).
          
          But I can't bear to really depart from this, having another acc is not easy to handle, now having three at once is a more challenging and difficult task to do and keep on, because I have to maintain them regularly and that, can cause changes and twigs in my schedule whether it'd be my free times or my busy times. 
          
          But ehh, it's my future me's problem ┐⁠(⁠‘⁠～⁠`⁠;⁠)⁠┌ she'll figure it out sooner than I do right now. Maybe once I'm 18, going to college, I'd be more prepared to REALLY start on my passion as a writer and author. Or during my college years up to who knows when.

OMYGOSH ✨✨!! THE BEST JUJUTSU KAISEN FANFIC I HAVE EVER READ! HAH-HA ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧!! 
          
          I just finished (re)reading the story "Your Life as a Tokyo Jujutsu High Background Student"! Dropped it when there weren't any updates and because I got busy with school and all. But I eventually catched up to the storyline (by reading from Chapter 1 all over again) though it was refreshing and cool that I get to further analyze the details more when I reread. By the time (this morning) I reached the last chapter, I was already bawling my eyes out bcuz of how beautiful and gorgeous the story has come to its end (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)!!
          
          I love the dynamics between the main character with everyone in the jujutsu kaisen universe, sometimes the raw, open surface of the relationships to the underlying trust and belief for one another, even when it's not explained properly, it's more humane and meaningful in guessing the relationships yourself and interpreting what you think is your standpoint!! It made me think of how everything is here in our world as humans with both simple and complicated relationships.
          
          The tensions, climaxes, the thrills that you'd see (or read) in the story made me really ponder much on those situations, the reasons behind, the meanings it had conveyed, and the effects or the aftermath of those situations behind it.
          
          OOHHH~! I could just make tons of essays on how much I've grown to love and obsess over the story!! But it's quite complicated to REALLY explain how much it has changed me and helped in further developing my perspective and opinions as a human being, as a whole atp.
          
          Credits to the author @sincerelyamee (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠) you made THE BEST BOOKS I COULD EVER ASK FOR 〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜!! Am just getting started on DIVINE RUINATION and The Zenin Curse. Sincerely, you are one of the best authors out there that I hold closely dear in my heart ❤️❤️!!

March 8, 2025 (Saturday, 9:08 PM)
          
          —i just read the (possibly) most absurd, twisted, and unbelievable book I have ever seen before. This is WAY WORSE than those cringe-worthy stories in all my years reading here in Wattpad.
          
          I'm like "... wut the actual f—?!" why and what did the author think of while they made the story?? On one hand, I'm quite intrigued and entertained..? But on the other hand, I'm thinking "this feels like the story has crossed the bottom line of morality, free will, and conscience."
          
          I understand that it IS yandere and all— but to the point that all I'm reading in the story is just the MC suffering and letting herself get manipulated, controlled, and even now, she's all broken and mentally damaged. She's too oblivious (and pitiful honestly) because she has been stuck with the male leads (who are vampires) for many years, and everytime she remembers and tries to escape and resist, they somehow erase her memory resulting to her going on a reset/reboot after. 
          
          She's aware but at the same "ignores" the dangers signs around her, she's gone too far that she doesn't care, doesn't realize, and doesn't recognize what is she as a being with her own rights. 
          
          All she cares about (as of now in the latest) is having a purpose, basically having a baby with one of the leads and giving birth to their children. She's even happy that she's pregnant again after her first child's birth (⁠ノ⁠ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ 
          
          I'm done with it, I can never erase it from my memory, it's deeply embedded, and at some point, it might appear in my mind from time to time. 
          
          UGHHH (shivers in disgust and goosebumps) I am never reading such books again.

To future me, whatever happens, wherever it comes, and whenever it tells, be ready as you can be because it isn't anyone's choice but ours to write and make stories of what we love! 
          
          For now, keep things steady at least, with collecting new books of various fandoms and try to interact more on the authors (they need us as much as we do to them). 
          
          — From past me, Sep. 1 of 2024, 10:31 PM

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