𝕯𝖊𝖒𝖆 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖑 𝖚𝖘

It’s been a while y’know, but I kind of just let go of this account. Life has been really hard. Watt pad was blocked on my phone back in 2019, my life was really falling apart. But I just let this account go, I didn’t have any other way to access this app, so I started giving up on it. Maybe I could continue stories in the future.

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Hey, just wondering how you got the font for your bio xx

I'm going to give a few words of "inspiration" (Also hey, how is everyone?)
          As someone that isn't white, I am a big supporter of the BLM movement. I obviously don't have white privilege and I think that concept can fade into darkness because it's unnecessary. I think that racism should have been done with a long time ago, but I guess people still want it to haunt us. Anyways, a lot of the states have protesters and rioters but it low-key kind of scares me so I can't do that, but keep going, it's important to fight for justice. My state also had a curfew!! Like c'mon, I get it, but 8 PM is a little early.
          
          ANYWAYS, I personally want to say, if you aren't saying anything to help and choose to stay quiet, you can unfollow me, stop reading my stories, and take a big f u c k you to the face. But I say that in a kind wAY? I'm not sure, but you can forget about me because I do not need your toxicity.
          Thank you :)

Just gonna be honest, but yesterday morning (because it's 12 am) I woke up feeling like complete trash. I just sat there for a few minutes thinking, I really can't do this anymore. Life isn't worth it ( at least to me it isn't ) life doesn't get better and it just sucks.
          
          Really, from my own experiences, I've been struggling since the end of 6th grade, and it's gotten worse and I honestly can't handle it. 
          
          Like reality has hit me so many times I dont know what to do and I cannot take it anymore. Seriously though, it felt like life is too complicated and I'm not gonna keep living.
          
          But when i woke up, I just had a sudden feeling of desperately wanting to die, or have an escape. But, I feel like this everyday. I'm so tired.
          
          [EMMA IF YOU READ THIS, DON'T BE CONCERNED]

Happy birthday to an actual legend, Mike Naran
          We stan and love you

It's already 3:08. I swear this happens to me quite often. I'll be tired during the day (like everyday) but at night I just cannot sleep. And I'm going to force myself to sleep, because this is sad and ridiculous

I swear it was like 10:28 and I was absolutely exhausted, and now it's 1:54 (P.M.) and I feel filled with energy. 

Bren and sarah are adorable

2019 was my hardest year.
          That decade was impossible the last couple of years, and I'm shocked I survived all ten.
          But there's absolutely no chance I'll survive the next 10.
          
          But 2019 wad complicated. Everything was going down for me. And I've continuously struggled the last three years of the decade. 
          
          I hope 2019 was a nice year for you.