Leyla

Ich werde aus mentalen Gründen das Buch pausieren und erst wieder schreiben wenn ich die Motivation habe. Es tut mir leid. 

Me: Ah.. How about I check on my Wattpad Account again? Woah-
          My notifcation number: 245 MESSAGES B1TCH!
          
          (Btw I got an new phone, I am probaly gonna stop writing because I lost motivation, I am busy because of school and deadlines, etc. Plus I'm more interested in Tumblr and Quotev right now for what I accidentally abandoned my Wattpad account and delted Wattpad because of my sh1t storage space, but now I have 128MB as storage space so I might download Wattpad again!)

(Dsmp haters dni please, in the most respectful way possible) 
          Happy birthday Tommyinnit! It just flew by my head randomly while watching YouTube. 

Today I met with my best friends Joe (she/her) and Rain(they/them), on an very rainy day in germany and one of them said "No one fell down today."..
          That's what she said! Because that was moments before the disaster.
          I put my bag at home and we went back with our Umbrellas, then we were in an street where an begging traffic light (in german it's Bettelampel) was, Rain was standing beside it, Joe and I few meters back. Suddenly an car drove past us very fast making water fall on us, mainly on Rain and Joe. I worried about Rain at that time trying to run to them since 0% of that water came on me and 50% on both of them.
          But before I was to run I tripped and fell, since there was an building site behind us and there was the way then really rocky.
          I fell down, landed on an big puddle making Joe's eyes widen. My Umbrella got damaged and they both are now getting driven home since they life like 3km away from me.

I'm about to bang on my wall to tell my uncle and mother to fvcking shut up or speak quieter so I can speak despite already being Nachtruhe because it's 12:10 AM/00:10 Uhr

The Willow project got successfully accepted recently. Fvck you Joe Biden I hope you fvcking d1e with us after getzing all that CO2 out.
          You didn't do your promise when it's about protecting the animals, I hope you fvcking get burned in hell you fvcking p13ce of sh1t after you finally d1ed. Fvck the government rhey should fvcking d1e and svffer after all the pain they did to the environment, animals and humans 

Gosh I'm so happy that I deleted tiktok. FIRST THAT PINK SAUCE SH1T AND NOW CANNED PICKLED VEGETABLES SH1T?! 

AYO I JUST NOTICED THAT SOON MY ACC IS 2 YEARS OLD! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I have a new coping mechanism if it's about letting out my emotions, I will have an notebook with me where I will either write it as a song, or just write it when I don't have any song ideas that doesn't already exist in my books.

FUCK! TOMORROW IS VALETINES DAY! Nah but honestly I'm fucking terrified because our school let people write chocolate heart cards on friday for people special for them. And I know ONE guy that probaly has an crush on me, the bad thing is he is pretty problematic. Plus an 'friend' wants to get back their friendship with my best friend.
          I'll just bring chocolate for myself. Because I'm Aroace.