@AfricanInkPress
Do you ever just go on my messages and just read them and go " what the fuck was on to write that?" Dear lord messages that go far back as 2019
There is a lot of GOOD BOOKS that either Wattpad or authors have removed.
It's just sad man truly sad.....!
I think that's the part that most saddens me. The fact that you can't find them anywhere
Ya that’s definitely true. I had them saved but since they got taken down I can’t even see the titles I’ve saved so they’re just lost now? If I knew which books are gone I’d look them up and find whatever platform they’re published on but they’re just gone…
Hate the position I constantly find myself
Just read my previous post and am laughing my ass off. Dude 2023 ain nothing compared to 2022.
Apparently I can't stay away from bad people and habits! Y'all am love ain't for me!
Crazy! I went to the police academy in early 2022 half the training almost broke me mentally, physically and emotionally because you quickly find out that you ain't cut out for some particular shit/situations in life and if you ain't mentally and physically present in whatever you doing that shit will tear you down emotionally.
For nine months I have been away from my family while in training and am not proud of these "habits" I picked up while I was there (smoking) now this was initially picked up to help me "cope" with whatever bullshit I was going through and you know what? it did what it was supposed to at that time, even kept me away from a lot of other shit.
Anyway I have been home for about 2 weeks now and in that 2 weeks 10days was spent with family and friends, might you they don't even know am smoking now and I haven't been smoking at all in those 10days which was good. The urge to smoke was there and strong but I stuck to my guns and said nope!
Boy was I wrong in my hopes of wanting to stop smoking because my working environment at my station although my colleagues are nice and all its still stressing me out and now I have relapsed (sadly)
Back in college I was smoking 3packs of 20s in a week, Do the math but currently I have been smoking 4 in a time frame of 3 days which isn't all that bad compared to previously.
Point of all this is am going through the most in my life and am just trying to find ways to cope y'all without the aid of any type of substance (it's a heavy word, I know but couldn't think of another so quickly)
Am also going through the most epic heart break of my entire 30 years of life. I just can't keep feeling this pain.
Maybe you just wanted get this off your chest but I read it and while I haven’t been through what you have, I hear you and I’m here if you need. All I can really say is- act like you love yourself. If you want to quit then commit to it because you come first, you come before everyone and everything. You have made it out through every bad day in your life. And that shit you just described? It’s hard! Take it slow. Take care. Remember that you are not alone.
I have noticed that some of the books that I cherish and thus have put on my reading lists with pride have been removed from wattpad by their authors. It saddens me because truth be told they were the most beautiful and wonderfully written books! This pains me to great lengths.....!
The way I crave to read my Wattpad stories but knowing that I can't because of my studies just breaks me.
I'll resume my reading pleasure in December 2022. Sadly
Heya.
Thank you for voting and comments on my book. I hope you do enjoy the reads.
Lots of Love.
Alpha.
So am currently reading KINNPORSHE the official translation before it's realise date 2 APRIL 2022.
the official trailer has me SHOOK to the fucking core! We been waiting for this SERIES 3 DAMN YEARS.
I can already tell that am going to be addicted. (help)
@tRiStEm_ am on the chapter where they introduce Vegas to us at the mall! Am so hyped up it's crazy
@AfricanInkPress yepp, I can see why considering everything I've seen in the book so far.. Bet most of that rating is cause of Vegas lol
I can't even breath right now. So am reading PAINTER OF THE NIGHT! (manga) and dear lawd have mercy I had to take a break because chapter 73 is WILD!