After_thought

We’re learning the hard way here that no eat days don’t go well with anxiety days. Is this the first time I’ve had to lear this lesson? No. Will it be the last? Also no. Such is life I suppose.

I’m bouta start an onlyfans and use the money to disappear from my current life. I’ll change my name to Gwen maybe work at a summer camp or something on the side. All I know is I’m really feelin like screaming into a shoe box right about now.

My brain: That would be a great opportunity to add smut later on.
          Me:MY FAMILY WANTS TO READ THIS IM NOT ADDING SMUT!!!

“If I could I would wrap him up in bubble wrap an keep his safe where nothing can hurt him,” I say about my own character who’s fate I have full control over and willingly put through hell for the sake of “character development!”

I would pay someone in titty shots (that I got for free on the internet) to write a series of svss modern au’s where binghe is smitten by his college professor and is constantly trying to whoo him with the food he always makes painstakingly from scratch and turns in with his homework every day. I’m just trash for student teacher fics and I’ve already read all of MXTX’s books. I need something to fill the empty void such treasures have left behind!!

Please don’t mind me, I’ll just be screaming over my inability to articulate words using my mouth. From now on I shall communicate through the language of flowers!!!

Mom: Your getting rid of everything?!
          Me: Did I say I was getting rid of everything? No! I said I was going through stuff because you’ve guilt tripped me into being a hoarder!!!!

How do you start writing a chapter when you know your favorite character is going to die in it?

We interrupt this story to give you lore and a lesson on how magic works in this world!

Finished my NaNoWriMo wordcount goal, YAY. Story isn’t finished but oh well. I’m taking a break to write an “Age of Calamity” one shot cuz I can!