AgainintheShadows

It's frustrating because it's confusing. When an opportunity is giving you a push and pull signals. Like I'm here minding my business and then you pop out, I took the assessment and I passed the test.  So, I woke up early this morning Monday to get all the requirements, getting baked in the sun, getting lost, spending money, and fighting my introversion. Then, after all of that,  for 9 hours, starved, exhausted and penniless. I was ghosted. Like at least tell me something and not just remove me in the gc.

AgainintheShadows

It's frustrating because it's confusing. When an opportunity is giving you a push and pull signals. Like I'm here minding my business and then you pop out, I took the assessment and I passed the test.  So, I woke up early this morning Monday to get all the requirements, getting baked in the sun, getting lost, spending money, and fighting my introversion. Then, after all of that,  for 9 hours, starved, exhausted and penniless. I was ghosted. Like at least tell me something and not just remove me in the gc.

AgainintheShadows

You made me a liar, and now you ask for favours?
          I haven't cursed at you, so don't think I'm being difficult, disrespectful, and ingrate of a niece if all I have done starting from here is wanting to have nothing to do with you all. 
          
          I'm not much, but I'm definitely not also for your convenience.

AgainintheShadows

In times like this, I ask him. Why would he take away from an adoptive child her adoptive mother. Why would he take away her home? In that sensitive age? To that sensitive circumstances?
          
          Why does he need to cause pain to an innocent soul?
          What things does he want to teach that he needs to take away a life?
          
          I don't have a strong faith that's why I'm quick to blame.
          Yet how about those who prayed? Hasn't it reached you enough? 
          What praises and pleads do you want more?