AgainintheShadows

I wanna yell at you,
          be recklessly mad at you.
          
          but how can I?
          when I didn't have the courage to let you know why I'm hurting.
          

It's been a while that a series left me with an empty heart. 

 A warm place where I  walked out bcuz of my own weakness.

It's frustrating because it's confusing. When an opportunity is giving you a push and pull signals. Like I'm here minding my business and then you pop out, I took the assessment and I passed the test.  So, I woke up early this morning Monday to get all the requirements, getting baked in the sun, getting lost, spending money, and fighting my introversion. Then, after all of that,  for 9 hours, starved, exhausted and penniless. I was ghosted. Like at least tell me something and not just remove me in the gc. 

Watch me do my worst.
          *me talking to myself before the interview.

yo~~

I'm late. Happy New Year y'all

I'm olddd

Kapoy... It's me.

You made me a liar, and now you ask for favours?
          I haven't cursed at you, so don't think I'm being difficult, disrespectful, and ingrate of a niece if all I have done starting from here is wanting to have nothing to do with you all. 
          
          I'm not much, but I'm definitely not also for your convenience.