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Hey. I'm sorry to he making another message like this, but I'm struggling to continue writing at the moment. I'm going through an exteremly tough time, and my therapy has been canceled twice. I was only able to get therapy when it was far to late for me.
          I live in America, and a heavy red-state, along with a Trump supporting family. They made me believe they would love me no matter what, but I see now that the moment they learn I'm trans it'll all go to shit.
          I'm failing classes, my room is a mess, I've stopped eating, and I've gained concerning habits. I hope you all will understand if I return to taking a break. I would like to say that it's to focus on myself, but - in all honesty - I just can't simply do anything at the moment.
          I thank you all for the support you've given me.

Chat, I need ideas. I have the want to write, but not the prompt.
          
          ALSO, HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS POOKIE

Chat, I am alive and I have updated my Radiostatic oneshots. 

Looking at my art before and after my mental spiral is something else.
          Obviously, I didn't have the same skills, but if I did have the same skills I have now back then my art would look better.
          
          We've got bright colors, happy and very expressionful characters, lots of movement, clean lines.
          
          And after I had my mental spiral (that I had to heal from with no help since Phsycwards are EXPENSIVE)
          
          The Lines are very sketchy and unclean, the eyes are now either dead or widened with that 3000 yard stare, I rarely ever use colors now, the characters are always just standing there.

I want to do a StaticApple story but have others to focus on. URG, WHY ADD/ADHD, WHYYY

Does anyone know of good Masc Voice training. I wanna have a masculine voice.
          
          I say while constantly denying the fact I'm trans. (I'm not, trust me.)

FOR MY RADIOSTATIC ONESHOT READERS-
          . . .
          So, like
           What if I just magically choose not to do the smut oneshot. 
          I'll give you fluff and t4t 
          No more angst,  promise 
          *crosses fingers behind back*

Victoria Moritz - a partial Zombie and Neurologist - finds their never-ending research interrupted after they rescue Conner Naosu (治す) - a transgender author - from a hoard outside her laboratory. Curiosity gets the better of Conner and they soon find out how Vicky managed to stay a sentient Zoombie without decomposing. It's not safe out there any longer with the dead walking about and staying in the laboratory - full of food, water, and power - is the best bet for survival. Conner plans to stop Vicky's research and hopefully end the apocalypse while Vicky only slips away from humanity more.
          . . .
          Dead Work - Book One in the making.
          
          -Story is being written and soon Published in a few years. (I've already got a potential publisher.) :)

Might be sent to the mental hospital, sorry if I suddenly stop writing! </3