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Hello Everyone. I want to say sorry for what I did back in Wednesday. (running off like an idiot knowing damn well there is a small chance that I can die there and leaving my bag to our classmates. (basically giving them more shit to be worried about which I hate myself for doing.))The situation was getting to my head ( I literally saw a senior high student having a panic a attack and I couldn't even do anything comfort them which made it even worse) that I started to see white and I was worried that something bad might happen and not all of you guys are gonna get out of the school before only god knows what happens next. If I got you worried or concerned (Massive "If" and heavy " " there too) then I would love to sincerely apologize. I'm so sorry. I hope you can understand. I don't deal well with stuff like this because the last time something bad happened I lost someone special and I just didn't really want that to happen again. I would also like to apologize for panicking a little too much. I just didn't want something bad to happen then my mind started to focus on that perspective (to making sure you guys are out of the school) and that started to affect how I acted. I'm genuinely sorry. So sorry for running off like that again I promise that I will never do that again.) I hope you have a pleasant day. PS: Sorry, I know this is way too long but I really wanted for you guys to know what was going through my head because maybe you won't be as mad at me as your are currently.