@AgonistNarcotic
wrote a shitty thing
" Collapse "
Light falls, red-tinged through glass
The blood sign of the apocalypse
The Earth a massive
Collapsing abdomen
Tinged umber with decay
Fine strands of fate like spider-spool
Tangled and swept away by feral winds
Howling through empty places
Where life used to rush.
also I hope you're doing well <3 :p
REMOVE LTBY FROM BDSM PLEASE
what if i like aha..... posted my shitty poetry on here.....ha.....
I'm obsessed with this song rn https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbFoX8SvaKIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbFoX8SvaKI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq_SDNtWHDY --says everything i feel better than i ever could.
I h8 u <3
You know that feeling in your chest when you're in love, and they don't love you back? That aching, tight feeling. Suffocating. The feeling when they hurt you and you get distant, hoping they'll notice and ask, notice and help. Notice and love you. And then they don't.
Okay so I'm having trouble with my book. First of all I'm doing major rewrites. It's getting a full makeover and i have changed the title and will change the cover. I feel like it isn't going in the direction I want it to, but don't know how to fix it. The next chapter will probably be very different from the last, I'm sorry. I was in a different place when I was writing it last.
@vixxonelkrhoh I don't know... I don't usually post anything. But just yeah, since you're the only one who still reads it, sorry.
@AgonistNarcotic I'm not seeing any of your notifcations even though I'm following you and have been for a long time. Makes me wonder how many other notifications I'm missing. Probably a lot because I can't recall seeing any notifications today or yesterday from anyone I follow and someone else I follow said she hasn't been getting notifications for weeks.
Okay everyone. I’ve been in a place of suicidal tendencies and self-loathing lately. But I’m trying to turn over a new leaf or 69. So I’m gonna be writing again soon and I promise I still love each and every one of you even if I haven’t been reading and commenting on your fabulous work lately. I will soon my lovelies.
@AgonistNarcotic I've been suicidal. Came very close once to doing it. It's not an easy process to come out of. It took years and years for me to start feeling better. Nothing was different in my life, how I felt inside just started changing. Some people need medication to help them through it and that's okay. I'm glad you're back on here. I truly did think about you a lot and miss you. I love you too.
@vixxonelkrhoh Honey if you had seen half the shit I’ve posted on here you’d have called the suicide hotline it was depressing as hell. I have been struggling. Sorry I yeeted myself off wattpad for such a long time I still love you
@AgonistNarcotic I wish I had seen this notification when you first posted it. I'm really glad you are back. And not just because I like your comments on my works (although I do) or because I miss your writing (I do that too) but just because I missed you. I've thought about you a lot. You were very much missed.