Today, I just thought that wow, I am so happy that I was able to fight for what I really want to be in. Like shifting from a science course to a humanistic, educative one, knowing that,-- it was a blow to my ego. But recently I realized that I continue to thrive on the philosophies, the values and the things that are meaningful to me, that I truly believe in and truly live day by day. And I'm so, so glad that I realized this before and made a change, and that I realized this again now in spite of my internal instigations against myself. Dude, I'm just happy that I'll be able to live and share a meaningful, purposeful life.