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I CAN'T FIND THE LOKI FANFIC NAMED DROWN HELP AAAHHH-

Haha fight scene go brrr
          
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          If you were to ask Loki how he felt when he had won his first fight in the Arena, he would say that it felt gratifying, that it was glorious.
          
          He would be lying.
          
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          Loki blinked at the sudden bright light of the Arena, the shouting of people -could they be considered people?- making his ears ring.
          
          He looked through the Arena until he saw his opponent. It was large and burly, almost Ásgarðrian, or Jötunn, if the Jötnar weren't so . He looked through himself to see if everything was ready, his seiðr, his sword, his daggers, his gem, his family, he mustn't loose them, he can't loose them, they were the only things he had left, if he were to loose them he would- he is getting distracted.
          
          The trickster frowned and readied his daggers as they both circled each other and as Loki studied it. Upon further inspection, it had what looked like scales and an ugly face, making him scoff lightly, though this creature  interesting, he wondered if he could study it furthe-
          
          The creature was suddenly on him, scratching and biting and burning him with  from its skin as it seared his clothes to almost nothing and making Loki growl, it will take far too long to fix his clothes again. 
          
          Loki hissed as he tried to pry the thing off, it was burning his gem, he       . 
          
          The god of mischief growled and shoved the thing away, using his force to kick the large creature into the other side of the gem. It only truly succeeded to making the creature stumble backwards, falling to the hard floor only to stand back up and attack him again.

Hi, I'm back with my feral! Loki bullsht-
          
          Here's a small section from the first chapter of the fanfic I'm working on about the feral boy:
          
          "Loki?" The one that his body had called his mother reached out to him and he growled in frustration as he tried to remember why she was calling him that name, they had never called him that there, it was always 'trickster' or 'pest' or 'little god' but never what she was calling him. 
          
          "Loki, baby, are you alright?" The woman called again, reaching out for him. His eyes narrowed to slits and he backed away, hissing as he tried not to think of his time in their 'care', of the Arenas and the fights and the flesh sinking on his teeth as he fought for food, never once forgetting that it could have been a living being and how much of a monster it made him to- 
          
          The woman in blue's hand was placed on top of his head and the warm feeling once again came back, jolting him out of his thoughts.

Hi, I'm just here to say that Ásgarðr is literally just one giant realm of toxic masculinity and it's disappointing-
          
          They could do better than that but they didn't and it's honestly pretty bad-

Happy pride month y'all!!
          
          Just remember all of you are valid and very cool even if you think you're not!! 

I WAS READING DROWN: A LOKI FANFIC AGAIN AND I JUST HAD A THOUGHT- 
          
          This is for Feral! Loki btw 'cause I'm developing a fanfic for the boi-
          
          So, in the fic, Loki's magick is, like, restricted, I think, by the collar but then he gets it out and now it's restricted only with Thor's order (which is kinda worse, tbh) sooo, what if that, but kinda for the better? I mean, it would be less angsty soo-
          
          Like in the fic, Loki's magic is restricted by Óðinn and he can only use it if Thor orders him to, but he doesn't do that just for shts and giggles in this au, he does it 'cause Loki is unstable as fck and giving him full access to his seiðr has the potential to hurt, like, several people. He gives it back, slowly, just whenever it seems Loki's getting better but it's only really Thor that can ‘free’ him.
          
          Thor was hesitant on this idea but he -reluctantly- agrees to it after some explanations-

I made another little! Loki one shot 'cause I was bored :> 
          
          It's in the ‘Prompts, one shots, edits, idk’ book-

FCK- 
          
          ANGST AU IDEA- 
          
          Context: I was reading an au of a series completely unrelated to Marvel but this is, of course, going to be Loki related 'cause my mind is always filled with them- 
          
          So the au in question: 
          
          Loki, after the whole New York incident (He was mind controlled in this au) is absolutely feral (not in a good way, but in a somewhat animalistic kind of way) and the All Father is surprised 'cause he usually doesn't act like this and he is a lot more composed but, looking at him now, he decides to spare him the death by axe and sends him off to the Avengers. Frigga is devastated seeing her baby like this and requests to go with Loki and Thor and stay on earth to help her baby, the All Father agrees with some reluctance and with the condition of her coming back at least once every three months to perform her queenly duties. Thor is so fcking devasted seeing his brother like this and is absolutely blaming himself for it (both of the Óðinnson brothers have this problem, honestly)-
          
          Also an add on: Óðinn's not an ass here and is actually a pretty good dad and checks on both of his boys periodically (he's not as involved as Frigga would like him to be but that can be chocked up to kingly duties)-

Some nicknames that Thor and the team made for Lil! Loki 'cause I just think he probably got a lot of nicknames: 
          
          From Thor: 
          
          *Little one 
          
          *My Scholar (or just Scholar) 
          
          *Little Snake 
          
          *Foal or Mare, depending on how old Loki is (Mare is also a nickname that Thor uses to tease big! Loki and gets stabbed by a flustered but unimpressed Loki for his troubles) 
          
          *Owlet 
          
          *Little Prince 
          
          *Little Knife (stolen from Frigga, helps Loki slip more easily)  
          
          
          From the team: 
          
          *Little Wizard (from Tony) 
          
          *Elphaba (from Peter) 
          
          *Rudolph (from both Tony and Clint) 
          
          *Scar (from Cap)
          
          *Little Spider (from Natasha)
          
          *Hawks (from Clint) 

I just got the smallest burst of inspiration, which might mean more lil! Loki one shots and maybe Lil! Undertale au one shots also- 
          
          Depends on which one I wanna write :>