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The Wound is healing,
I found a person that I can love a person that I can cry on. She's beautiful, Her eyes are pretty like the ocean, Her smile is so blinding, Her personality is so sweet she's so kind.
A sun that brightened up my world,
Finally I can be heal.
I'll do anything for her:), just please don't use me like the others.
Sana iyong mapansin
Ang iyong kagandahan ay nakakabighani
Sa araw-araw ika'y laging pipiliin
Sa sobrang kagandahan mo ako'y nabighani
Sana bukas naman ako'y iyong mapapansin.
Bakit ganoon? Para sayo ako ay hangin
Hindi mo ba talaga ako kayang mahalin?
Pilit Kong pinagdarasal na ika'y maging akin
Pero sa isang iglap ika'y maglalaho rin.
( :'))
The wound that she left isn't healing,
It hurts so much. Will it ever heal?
I hope someone can help me through this,
But no one can.
My depression is coming back,
I only fought it for her to be happy.
it's like a cursed book that has been opened after being hidden for years.
Why? I don't get it,
Why am I so heartbroken?
If only I had the guts to confess to her.
I liked her since the day I met her.
I couldn't confess because I know I'll only get rejected and it will only break our friendship.
But I'm too late to confess.
I'm sorry,
I know you don't want me to blame myself.
Honestly you don't know your own bestfriend,
You do know even if I didn't do it I'll feel guilty
For not preventing it.
You'll always be the Moon that will light up my night.
This is so sudden.
It's hard to accept it,
I hope its only a prank.
If you want to break our friendship it's ok,
But please don't joke about killing yourself.
I hoped one day you'll know how precious you are,
I don't know any of your problems because for some reason you don't open up to me.
I asked you "Do you not trust me?"
It led to an argument.
I felt so hurt that I couldn't respond to your messages, I felt like my heart was broken into pieces.
I told myself
"Was I not a good friend?"
"Why can't I gain your trust?"
"No matter what I do you'll still remain broken, you wouldn't even care if you hurt me or not."
I don't get it,
Why do I feel like it's my fault?
If I didn't attend college, can i prevent all of this? What if I wasn't busy?
But why did you gave up?
My only will to live was you.
But that will has been broken,
Maybe I should just follow you?
Rest in Paradise,
You're in a better place now.
I love you our moon.
(Please if your having any problems fight,
My friend ending her life Was so sudden.
I just want you to know that no matter how
many challenges arrive Don't give up,
There's a much better opportunity that will
come and it'll make your life much better.
I'm still having a hard time from her death,
I just posted this so everyone will know
How precious she is to me.
While making this I couldn't stop sobbing
Loosing my Bestfriend due to suicide hurts.
She's the only reason why I have the will to live,
I feel guilty for not being there for her,
If it wasn't for college then maybe I could have stopped her from k*lling herself.
HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
Thank you for adding my book, or rather my brother's book, to your reading list.