Hey all! It's your girl, AhsokaTanoJedi here! I know you haven't heard from me in like, forever, but there's reasons for that. My grandfather passed away right at the new years, and it's really hit me hard. My depression roared its ugly head louder than it has since I was sixteen and struggling with suicidal thoughts. I was a mess, still am if I'm being honest. But my psychiatrist is working with me to try and help me get stable again, and I didn't let my depression sink its claws so deep into me that I wanted to, you know..... but, excluding my horrible depressive episode that I'm working through, I've been fighting severe writers block. My betas, since I actually have those now(who would've guessed), have been helping me plot out what I want to happen, but I can't seem to translate it from my brain into words. It's annoying. And also, I'm getting ready to graduate college! Yay!! Four years, and I'm finally getting a degree, sure it's not what I initially started going to school for, nor is it the degree type I wanted, but it's something! So that's been distracting me as well.
I honestly feel horrible bout not updating anything. But, this year has been absolute garbage for me and my family so far. There's been other really crappy things going on in my life, but it'll take too long to list all the crap I've been trying to get through. But know, I haven't given up on my works yet. I'm still trying to update them and share them with you lovelies. But, it's just, been put aside while I deal with adulting. So, yeah, that's me. Hope y'all been having a better year so far than me.
- AhsokaTanoJedi