AhsokaTanoJedi

Hey all! It's your girl, AhsokaTanoJedi here! I know you haven't heard from me in like, forever, but there's reasons for that. My grandfather passed away right at the new years, and it's really hit me hard. My depression roared its ugly head louder than it has since I was sixteen and struggling with suicidal thoughts. I was a mess, still am if I'm being honest. But my psychiatrist is working with me to try and help me get stable again, and I didn't let my depression sink its claws so deep into me that I wanted to, you know..... but, excluding my horrible depressive episode that I'm working through, I've been fighting severe writers block. My betas, since I actually have those now(who would've guessed), have been helping me plot out what I want to happen, but I can't seem to translate it from my brain into words. It's annoying. And also, I'm getting ready to graduate college! Yay!! Four years, and I'm finally getting a degree, sure it's not what I initially started going to school for, nor is it the degree type I wanted, but it's something! So that's been distracting me as well.
          	
          	I honestly feel horrible bout not updating anything. But, this year has been absolute garbage for me and my family so far. There's been other really crappy things going on in my life, but it'll take too long to list all the crap I've been trying to get through. But know, I haven't given up on my works yet. I'm still trying to update them and share them with you lovelies. But, it's just, been put aside while I deal with adulting. So, yeah, that's me. Hope y'all been having a better year so far than me.
          	
          	- AhsokaTanoJedi

dcgapuzan1998

@AhsokaTanoJedi We're just glad you're doing okay. Our condolences for your loss. Hope you get to feeling better.
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cproblems1216

@AhsokaTanoJedi don't feel horrible about not publishing stuff, we'd understand and respect your silence even if you weren't going through all of the crap life's thrown at you :))) 
          	  
          	  As it is, you deserve lots of rest and lots of tacos, and I'll be praying for you because I know you can overcome life's curveballs and your next daunting steps after college (good luck!)
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AnakinSkywalker214

@AhsokaTanoJedi don't worry about it. I have writer's block too.
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AhsokaTanoJedi

Hey all! It's your girl, AhsokaTanoJedi here! I know you haven't heard from me in like, forever, but there's reasons for that. My grandfather passed away right at the new years, and it's really hit me hard. My depression roared its ugly head louder than it has since I was sixteen and struggling with suicidal thoughts. I was a mess, still am if I'm being honest. But my psychiatrist is working with me to try and help me get stable again, and I didn't let my depression sink its claws so deep into me that I wanted to, you know..... but, excluding my horrible depressive episode that I'm working through, I've been fighting severe writers block. My betas, since I actually have those now(who would've guessed), have been helping me plot out what I want to happen, but I can't seem to translate it from my brain into words. It's annoying. And also, I'm getting ready to graduate college! Yay!! Four years, and I'm finally getting a degree, sure it's not what I initially started going to school for, nor is it the degree type I wanted, but it's something! So that's been distracting me as well.
          
          I honestly feel horrible bout not updating anything. But, this year has been absolute garbage for me and my family so far. There's been other really crappy things going on in my life, but it'll take too long to list all the crap I've been trying to get through. But know, I haven't given up on my works yet. I'm still trying to update them and share them with you lovelies. But, it's just, been put aside while I deal with adulting. So, yeah, that's me. Hope y'all been having a better year so far than me.
          
          - AhsokaTanoJedi

dcgapuzan1998

@AhsokaTanoJedi We're just glad you're doing okay. Our condolences for your loss. Hope you get to feeling better.
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cproblems1216

@AhsokaTanoJedi don't feel horrible about not publishing stuff, we'd understand and respect your silence even if you weren't going through all of the crap life's thrown at you :))) 
            
            As it is, you deserve lots of rest and lots of tacos, and I'll be praying for you because I know you can overcome life's curveballs and your next daunting steps after college (good luck!)
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AnakinSkywalker214

@AhsokaTanoJedi don't worry about it. I have writer's block too.
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AhsokaTanoJedi

Surprise! I'm still alive! 
          
          But I have been so busy with school, and it's affecting every part of my life right now. I mean, you know you're busy when you don't even have time for your own boyfriend or family that you share a house with. T-T it's been rough, but I'm getting through it the best I can. Though on a positive note, I am trying to update something by December. Not sure when in December, but in December I know it will be! 
          
          Again, thank you all for your patience. I know how frustrating it must be waiting for me to update any of my works but I haven't for like two ish years I think? Anyways, I feel horrible about it, but life's been beating me down. My health is iffy and that's both physically and mentally, just horrible. And not to mention college kicking my bacon. So I'm really appreciative of everyone supporting me through this and understanding that I do want to write but I just don't have enough time or mental capacity to do so.
          
          But enough for now, till next time!
          -AhsokaTanoJedi

AhsokaTanoJedi

@Brrrrrrgoddamnit I'm just like every college student fanfic writer. lol! And honestly, you probably could very well know me irl, who knows these days. I know a lot of people all over the place, and I've been all over too, so who knows. Maybe! 
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AhsokaTanoJedi

Hello lovelies!!! Tis I, AhsokaTanoJedi!! I'm still alive as Maria Callivera would say. ;) so terribly sorry bout the radio silence from me, but I've been suffering from severe writers block. And on top of that, I've been busy with school and work. T-T I can't even get a single one of the billions of ideas in my brain written out, it's quite frankly annoying to the highest degree. But I am trying!! Despite all the writers block, my fluctuating health, schooling, work, and just life kicking my booth, I've not abandoned any of my works(unless they say discontinued but that's another matter entirely) I'm doing my best to update the stories which you have bothered to read and support! Also there's plenty of stories in the works too, so fresh content will be uploaded once I, you know, finish more of what's already published. So, that's just a little blurb from me updating you all on life. Again, terribly sorry that I've not posted anything in like a year or so, but hopefully things will change soon! Till then, stay safe and healthy!!!
          -AhsokaTanoJedi

AhsokaTanoJedi

Rip James Earl Jones. We shall forever remember you!!  T-T Everyone a moment of prayer and silence for the man the myth the legend behind the voice of Darth Vader and Mufasa.

cproblems1216

@AhsokaTanoJedi I WAS SO SAD WHEN I FOUND OUT  he's definitely my favorite voice actor and i'm devastated
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