I feel like this might be somewhat easier to rant about with people who I don’t really know, and no one will probably ever see this and I’m not sure if I want people to see this or not, but here goes. I think that I might have just had a slight mental breakdown, I was watching Wonder Woman 1984 with my family and then an interview afterwards where they talked about how so much of the stunts were practical, and I just felt the jealousy come on. I mean, jealousy of the ability to actually do the things that I dream about: climb buildings, fight evil (even pretend evil), do good, inspire people. That just led to one of my: you have to workout all the time, your lazy, you should be training states of mind, which I don’t think are good for me. Anyways that’s my selfish little rant, I hope you don’t see this, sorry!