There are times that I pity the ones that commit suicide to escape the world's cruelty, instead of berating them for their choice, I would say that the victims have fought long and hard to not give in to their demons but in the end, the despair was too great even for the strong willed one.
Lately I've been trying to get rid of such thoughts like suicide, despite how tempting it is to escape from my toxic grandmother. But yet I stayed for one I fear for the punishment God would do to me and two it is for my family, I didn't want to burden them with my selfishness but is it wrong for needing support despite how insignificant the problem is.