As I grew up I realized life is not like a fairy tale.Although I know I have not been through the worst but there are people out there who mush have been.They definitely didn't asked it from God.They weren't born with a mark on their head which would say "survivors".
Actually now after 16 years of my life I've realized that actually we are born with a mark.We just don't know where it is but God does.He wants to see how we just keep ourselves far from bad things and keen for doing good things.This is all about good and bad.There are good people out there and also bad ones.You have to be really conscious,if you want to be happy.
But then there it is,how come I'm gonna enjoy my life if I don't go for risks and troubles?I might miss everything and become a Goddess or I might enjoy everything and become an evil.
Why God?Why so much trouble?
Well you see,that's me and this all I wrote above is what runs through my mind all the time.I want some answers but I don't think I have enough life to get answers for all my questions.Then lets just close your eyes and fall until you hit the ground ;)